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luna674

Student
May 1, 2026
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I'm so tired of being alone I have slept I just want to ctb already I don't wanna be alone . I wish I had people that loved and cared about me I wouldn't be where I'm at.im begging for people to respond plz is there anyone out there.i was gonna sleep and then ctb but i cant fall asleep.nobody is going to notice for a long time how do i make sure once im gone my body doesn't rot
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Bottom of the barrel
Jul 4, 2026
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You don't sound very lucid right now. I'd advise you to relax and calm yourself down before taking any decision.
 
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luna674

Student
May 1, 2026
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You don't sound very lucid right now. I'd advise you to relax and calm yourself down before taking any decision.
I know my plan is to ctb though but I think I should sleep first 😔thank you for responding
 
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Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
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Hey, we're here. What time is it for you?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I'm sorry you're struggling. Is there anyone you can call?

If you do ultimately CTB (I'm assuming at some other time), you send scheduled (delayed) emails to whoever you want to inform, but maybe just try to relax today.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,133
Definitely get some rest and see how you feel when you wake up. If you need someone to talk to about anything you can message me and it will be okay. While I do believe in the right to die, I don't think the decision should be made impulsively so please don't do that.
 
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luna674

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May 1, 2026
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I'm sorry you're struggling. Is there anyone you can call?

If you do ultimately CTB (I'm assuming at some other time), you send scheduled (delayed) emails to whoever you want to inform, but maybe just try to relax today.
Yeah that's what I was thinking of doing I wish there was a feature like this on iMessage or what's app 😮‍💨
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Yeah that's what I was thinking of doing I wish there was a feature like this on iMessage or what's app 😮‍💨
From what I understand there is
a way, but I have no idea how to do it & the last thing I'd need would be to accidentally just hit "send" 🤦🏻‍♀️.
 
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LRkin

Drowning in kumis
Jun 30, 2026
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I know it's a bit too late, but how are you? Did you manage to calm down (even just a little)?
 
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