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luna674

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May 1, 2026
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I'm so tired of being alone I have slept I just want to ctb already I don't wanna be alone . I wish I had people that loved and cared about me I wouldn't be where I'm at.im begging for people to respond plz is there anyone out there.i was gonna sleep and then ctb but i cant fall asleep.nobody is going to notice for a long time how do i make sure once im gone my body doesn't rot
 
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Canto XIII

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Jul 4, 2026
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You don't sound very lucid right now. I'd advise you to relax and calm yourself down before taking any decision.
 
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luna674

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May 1, 2026
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You don't sound very lucid right now. I'd advise you to relax and calm yourself down before taking any decision.
I know my plan is to ctb though but I think I should sleep first 😔thank you for responding
 
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Tautochrome

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Nov 22, 2025
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Hey, we're here. What time is it for you?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I'm sorry you're struggling. Is there anyone you can call?

If you do ultimately CTB (I'm assuming at some other time), you send scheduled (delayed) emails to whoever you want to inform, but maybe just try to relax today.
 
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Feb 22, 2020
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Definitely get some rest and see how you feel when you wake up. If you need someone to talk to about anything you can message me and it will be okay. While I do believe in the right to die, I don't think the decision should be made impulsively so please don't do that.
 
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