Venting Please talk to me

[catbunny]

I'm so lonely. Like I can pathetically begging someone to talk to me cause it have been so long since the last time I have a real conversation.

I just want someone to talk to me about whatever. Idk. My mind is so blurry right now, I can't think straight. My anxiety is going so bad I got panic attack thinking about tomorrow. I'm so afraid and I know that no one gonna help me or even listen to me. Why am I the only one who got to deal with all of this on my own? I'm so tired.

I just want to give up everything and stay in my room everyday, never go out again. I'll be molded to death or whatever. I'm so lonely and thats killing me. I dont want to be on my own all the time. Thats not me, I'm not that strong, at the end of the day I'll go back to my room and cry my eyes out and then tomorrow I have to wear on the mask of someone whos so nonchalant like dont care if there r friends or not but deep down, I am not. Thats not me but I guess thats my fate of being on my own for the rest of my life.

 

[Lostforgood]

Hi, I'm here

 

[catbunny]

tell me im an attention seeker or whatever idc im tired of being alone all the time. crying on my own. calm myself down when i have panic attacks. deal with my own emotions. trying to fix everything on my own. im tired please if i could just die instead of feeling like this

Hi, I'm here

hi here im cat

 

[babyneo1]

Hello, how are you?

 

[catbunny]

idk maybe like muy mal and physically one side of my noses cant breathe

 

[bipolar22]

Heya. Hello. Life is boring. Its hard aint jt

 

[catbunny]

Heya. Hello. Life is boring. Its hard aint jt

hey. for real life is boring 🫩 i jst wanna escape

 

[Lostforgood]

tell me im an attention seeker or whatever idc im tired of being alone all the time. crying on my own. calm myself down when i have panic attacks. deal with my own emotions. trying to fix everything on my own. im tired please if i could just die instead of feeling like this

hi here im cat

That's funny. Where are you from, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[tannhausers]

try coping by roleplaying with ai, it hepls me with my loneliness


for your first time i recommend c.ai

 

[fedup1982]

You're not an "attention seeker". Human interaction is an essential need. We don't cope well without it!

What's happening tomorrow fir you that's stressing you out?

 

[Dejected 55]

I've all but given up on people at this point. As much as being alone is soul-crushing, it's debatable how it compares to trying to connect with others who ignore me or just don't understand and then frustrate me further by proving I am isolated even in the presence of others. At least alone I have the illusion that someone may be out there, but each time I interact I prove more and more that there just isn't anyone for me.