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sweetsweetsuicide

sweetsweetsuicide

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Oct 17, 2025
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This is my plan, I copy and pasted it from my notes app. Could anyone let me know if it's a good one? I've never planned this out before. My past attempts have always been impulsive decisions.


Collect atleast 100g yew leaves
Collect multiple yew Berries.

• Clear out my room. Fold all clothes neatly and put them into bags. Sort my belongings and separate them into different bags.

• Do not eat for 2 days before attempting

•remove the flesh from the Berries, and cut up the leaves.
Boil water, put the leaves in a cup and pour in boiling water.(add honey or sugar for flavour and to make it go down easier) Cover the cup for 10-15 mins

• Do not remove plant matter. Drink it all in one go and swallow all the seeds.

• Take painkillers

• go to a forest and lay down while listening to music.

• call the police after one hour, tell them where my body will be.

(Must do this during the night, so noone is aware)
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Death by poisonous plant is highly, highly, highly unpredictable. You never know how much poison is in the plant parts you are collecting, so you never know how much you are taking. Plant poisoning can take hours for people to die, so calling the police after one hour may just give them a chance to come and get you before you are dead.

There are many threads on this site about yew poisoning that you should look at, but here is one to get you started:
 
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sweetsweetsuicide

sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
Death by poisonous plant is highly, highly, highly unpredictable. You never know how much poison is in the plant parts you are collecting, so you never know how much you are taking. Plant poisoning can take hours for people to die, so calling the police after one hour may just give them a chance to come and get you before you are dead.

There are many threads on this site about yew poisoning that you should look at, but here is one to get you started:
Thank you! I do know it's unpredictable, but I'm going to do this during the season when they have the most toxins. I'm also hoping to gather so much that I will definately have enough. ^^

I may scrap telling anyone though, thank you. I wanted to let them know, so that my body can be removed before someone accidentally discovers my body. I didn't want to cause anyone any distress.

Thanks for your help!
 
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58Alice85

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Aug 31, 2025
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If you call the police they will definitly send emergency medical services which might revive you
 
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lilies.in.heaven

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Mar 26, 2025
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If you call the police they will definitly send emergency medical services which might revive you
Agree. As selfish as it may sound, police should only be called by the person who finds the body, not by the one who ctb.
In my case, I will be staying in a hotel room for 3 days (OD).
 
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