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ppie41

ppie41

Member
Mar 15, 2023
36
Im so sad and so desperate to die I lack the words to even articulate it. I don't believe in god but I did when I was super young, when I was 10 I'd pray to god to smite me down and kill me where I stood but the bastard decided to kill me slowly instead so I'm just going to have to do it myself
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,305
I really wish that there was the option to just instantly cease existing, it's very much understandable wishing to be free from this world so badly, I just hate how suicide isn't straightforward and can be so difficult.
 
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Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
541
I understand, especially the praying to die. I hope things improve, in whatever way.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
The way out of here must be earned, unfortunately that's how it works.
 

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