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jotoon
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- Jan 23, 2023
- 24
I am most of the time depressed but today I feel a little bit better and i can write this:
I found out most of my SI come from my scare from suddenly not exist .
i wish I could slowly stepping towards death , like you know you are dying ...
I googled my self and couldn't exactly know how carcinogens or other chemical works. really there is no hope? I mean isn't there any chemical that can increase risk of cancer or cause chronic disease ...
I know alcohol can cause cirrhosis or asbestos can cause lung damage but I post this because i hope someone have more information about this.
According to google we have substance like : asbestos and arsenic and alcohol that can cause cancer but I couldn't find how much exposure and how long it takes to cause cancer.
And not necessarily cancer but also chronic disease or any slow poison, slow neuro toxins or any thing else can help .
P.S. Yes i know that these methods can be painful . but as you know stuck in SI loop is more painful..
P.S.can suger and fat do the job? dying from heart disease ?
I found out most of my SI come from my scare from suddenly not exist .
i wish I could slowly stepping towards death , like you know you are dying ...
I googled my self and couldn't exactly know how carcinogens or other chemical works. really there is no hope? I mean isn't there any chemical that can increase risk of cancer or cause chronic disease ...
I know alcohol can cause cirrhosis or asbestos can cause lung damage but I post this because i hope someone have more information about this.
According to google we have substance like : asbestos and arsenic and alcohol that can cause cancer but I couldn't find how much exposure and how long it takes to cause cancer.
And not necessarily cancer but also chronic disease or any slow poison, slow neuro toxins or any thing else can help .
P.S. Yes i know that these methods can be painful . but as you know stuck in SI loop is more painful..
P.S.can suger and fat do the job? dying from heart disease ?