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All_is_in_vanity

Member
Jan 9, 2023
99
I can't take it anymore. OCD has been kicking my ass for years, I'm a quiet loser and I'm not improving. There's no reason for me that continue on, my existence dosent benift anyone. I'm lonely, I'm and asshole, and I'll never be free of OCD. There is absolutely no reason for me to exist at all, I want death. Please help
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,599
That sounds really unbearable what you have to endure, life really is so unnecessarily cruel, so I hope that you find freedom from your torture.
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,058
@All_is_in_vanity hi have you tried any therapy-I've heard CBT therapy is supposed to work quite well for it. I have mild OCD, I can't imagine how terrible it is to go through a severe version of it. I used to wash my hands about 50x a day, I still do it a lot now but I've got a bit better, and I have to wash my hair and clothes every time I go out (don't do that much these days!) I can't imagine having it worse, I'm sorry 🤗
 
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iwantdeath6969

Member
Oct 17, 2022
82
i'm in a similar situation and mindset, i have bpd though. it's so hard living with a mental illness that will never be cured. you aren't alone
 

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