I'm so fucking pissed. Although it was thin, I finally got a rope I could use to hang myself. I just checked the hiding spot I put it and it's not there anymore. Does anyone know how I could get a new (ideally thicker) rope? The last one was 5mm (I was going to test it) and I got it from the dollar store. That's the only one I can get to on my bike (I never got my license). If I was going to buy it online, I can send it to my neighbor's house (we're close, and I'm living with parents because of covid) but she might watch me open it because I'd have to discard the packaging there. Please please help me, I almost have a full plan and this is the only thing I need left and I'm completely clueless. Anything is helpful.
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You were hiding a rope and someone found it and removed it without saying anything to you?
Yep. Not like she gives a fuck anyway, she never talks to me about those things
That's really sad. I'm so sorry she makes you feel so uncared for. What would she say if you try to talk to her? How old are you? Does your mom still have that much say in things?
Improvise. It doesn't have to be a rope. Anything that is strong enough not to break will do. Good luck.
MrAsclepius
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- Jul 31, 2020
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I would be more concerned about someone finding you too early since they know you were hiding a rope.
Any rope is fine if you double it and use some thin protection around your neck; though it applies more weight on the ligature.
Goodluck.
Any rope is fine if you double it and use some thin protection around your neck; though it applies more weight on the ligature.
Goodluck.
Theregoesthatidea
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- Jul 7, 2020
- 74
If you're really desperate, you could mgyver something out of a rolled up sheet like they do in prisons, but if you can send the package to the neighbors house, and sneak it into your house somehow, i would reccomend that much more
I just turned 20, and she's always yelling at me. I don't really want to go to her about the most personal things in my life. She has a lot of say in things in terms of how my life goes, but my death? She'll think I'm going for a walk if I leave the house for an hour and hang myself.
This is actually really helpful, thank you so much. Do you think a bathrobe (or maybe an actual) belt will work? Possibly a scarf? I'm doing full suspension in the woods
Thanks so much!
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As a mom it always makes me so sad to hear how crappy parents can be. I can tell by your writing you're too burned out from her shit to want other options, so I won't suggest them. Do you have anywhere secluded enough to not be found before you die? It would be bad to be found.
Mcgyver, omg you've just given away your age. ;)
mr.smileysad
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- Aug 29, 2020
- 167
You can get 50 feet of polyester rope from the dollar store which is perfect as its strong and soft
Yeah I'm trying this woods near my house. I might wait till it's colder so no people will be out. Thank you so much for helping me :)
I bought this the first time before it disappeared. Is this good? If I get it again, I'll try and find a different spot
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Make absolutely sure you are not being watched - if they know what you are up to and you are stopped mid way you will end up with brain damage, worst case a human vegatable.
Sorry i dont want to discourage you or anything, but the fact that they found and hid your rope is very disconcerting.
Sorry i dont want to discourage you or anything, but the fact that they found and hid your rope is very disconcerting.
