Please help me with a fast way to go, I'm limited on access though, here's what I have

[Life'sA6itch]

I only have access to amlodipine, metoprolol, and benadryl but I just want to go lights out and never wake up. Any recommendations? I'd like to get out of this shit hole of a life and want to somehow rule our vomiting/awareness of trouble breathing etc. Can't afford to live, can't earn more or do anything that gives me joy. I've tried 3 times during my life and the 4th needs to be the charm. Please help me end the pain.

 

[OrphicEnd]

In what quantities?

 

[Life'sA6itch]

In what quantities?

90 tabs amlodipine besylate 5mg, 90 tabs metoprolol succ 25mg and 100 softgels diphenhydramine HCl 50mg

 

[OrphicEnd]

By some brief research:
amlodipine: one case of survival at 30 tablets, and one death at 60 but it was an elderly person.
Metoprolol seems less dangerous, I haven't found much information.
For DPH it is around 1g but in reality this is not very reliable, in large doses it gives very unpleasant hallucinations, it acts strongly after 30 minutes.
Unless one is an antidote to the other, which seems unlikely, it may work. ODs are always very random. I assume you have heart problems so that increases your chances.

 

[rotciv]

Hard to say, put a few grams of amitriptyline or olanzapine in it.

 

[Life'sA6itch]

By some brief research:
amlodipine: one case of survival at 30 tablets, and one death at 60 but it was an elderly person.
Metoprolol seems less dangerous, I haven't found much information.
For DPH it is around 1g but in reality this is not very reliable, in large doses it gives very unpleasant hallucinations, it acts strongly after 30 minutes.
Unless one is an antidote to the other, which seems unlikely, it may work. ODs are always very random. I assume you have heart problems so that increases your chances.

Thanks. I do have high blood pressure most likely from the stresses of my effed up life but no heart issues

Hard to say, put a few grams of amitriptyline or olanzapine in it.

access is my achilles heel

Hard to say, put a few grams of amitriptyline or olanzapine in it.

access is my achilles heel