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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
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I didnt even think about this until now but I feel like I'll probably make a playlist and put on one of my favorite songs right before I go through with PSH. Wondering if anybody else has thought about this lol. I was ready to CTB last night and didnt care at all about playing music so maybe I wont really care enough when the time comes.

But it is a really beautiful song. I think it would be nice to have that be the last thing I hear. (sorry for cringe)
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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I didnt even think about this until now but I feel like I'll probably make a playlist and put on one of my favorite songs right before I go through with PSH. Wondering if anybody else has thought about this lol. I was ready to CTB last night and didnt care at all about playing music so maybe I wont really care enough when the time comes.

But it is a really beautiful song. I think it would be nice to have that be the last thing I hear. (sorry for cringe)
That's a brilliant idea. Music is a form of meditation that can put you in an altered state of consciousness. So, it can help you feel less discomfort
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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Imo it can help relax and also cover noises
 
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sanctionedpriest

sanctionedpriest

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Mar 27, 2026
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probably might play this
 
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explosiveKai99

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Aug 8, 2026
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I also thought about this just recently.
Because I started switching mentally from train to rope, which potentially gives me a choice of setting - calm night in the forest for example. It would be possible to make a little ceremony for myself, have some resemblance of dignity.
First thing that pops into my mind right now is dark ambient, but I'm not sure.
 

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