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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
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I didnt even think about this until now but I feel like I'll probably make a playlist and put on one of my favorite songs right before I go through with PSH. Wondering if anybody else has thought about this lol. I was ready to CTB last night and didnt care at all about playing music so maybe I wont really care enough when the time comes.

But it is a really beautiful song. I think it would be nice to have that be the last thing I hear. (sorry for cringe)
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
I didnt even think about this until now but I feel like I'll probably make a playlist and put on one of my favorite songs right before I go through with PSH. Wondering if anybody else has thought about this lol. I was ready to CTB last night and didnt care at all about playing music so maybe I wont really care enough when the time comes.

But it is a really beautiful song. I think it would be nice to have that be the last thing I hear. (sorry for cringe)
That's a brilliant idea. Music is a form of meditation that can put you in an altered state of consciousness. So, it can help you feel less discomfort
 
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Widow39

Away until September 14
Aug 16, 2026
94
Imo it can help relax and also cover noises
 
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sanctionedpriest

sanctionedpriest

Member
Mar 27, 2026
6



probably might play this
 
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explosiveKai99

explosiveKai99

Member
Aug 8, 2026
83
I also thought about this just recently.
Because I started switching mentally from train to rope, which potentially gives me a choice of setting - calm night in the forest for example. It would be possible to make a little ceremony for myself, have some resemblance of dignity.
First thing that pops into my mind right now is dark ambient, but I'm not sure.
 
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Lost_Dawns

Lost_Dawns

Member
Jul 17, 2026
51
if the method i choose has a sudden death, so firearm or jumping or the similar, i want to line up my death with the ctb in yonkagor's circus hop as i think that would help limit my si and it's a good beat drop
 
Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
289
Definitely it will help me with the discomfort and its enjoying
 
LoveIsLonely

LoveIsLonely

Not Living Just Killing Time
Apr 14, 2026
125
I have a Playlist of songs I would like to die to. If I could perfectly time it I would die right at the end of the song "Outside the Wall" by Pink Floyd
 
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h4ppyhypoxia

h4ppyhypoxia

Student
Aug 8, 2026
154
i plan to loop the song asleep by the smiths because of the lyrics

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up on my own anymore
Sing to me
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up on my own anymore
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go
There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Bye
Bye
Bye
Bye, hmm
 
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