Planning to end it next week

[itsoverforme303]

I tried everything. No one has any sympathy. The world wants me gone, because they've decided they'd be better off without me.

I will kill myself next week, maybe even this weekend. I have not decided on a method yet but my plan is to jump. I don't know if my chosen building is tall enough. It's a parking garage, about 10 floors tall. Hopefully I die quickly. If not, well, I guess I deserve to suffer.

I am scared as it draws closer. I don't know what to do. I am so scared. I feel like crying all the time.

Edit: so I looked it up and the building I chose is about 30 something meters. At this height there seems to be quite a chance of survival, especially if I hit the bunch of trees at the bottom. Gonna have to look for some other method. Gonna give hanging a try. It hurt a lot when my mom strangled me so I don't want to. But maybe.

 

[Blue Ocean]

I tried everything. No one has any sympathy. The world wants me gone, because they've decided they'd be better off without me.

I will kill myself next week, maybe even this weekend. I have not decided on a method yet but my plan is to jump. I don't know if my chosen building is tall enough. It's a parking garage, about 10 floors tall. Hopefully I die quickly. If not, well, I guess I deserve to suffer.

I am scared as it draws closer. I don't know what to do. I am so scared. I feel like crying all the timeI a

I tried everything. No one has any sympathy. The world wants me gone, because they've decided they'd be better off without me.

I will kill myself next week, maybe even this weekend. I have not decided on a method yet but my plan is to jump. I don't know if my chosen building is tall enough. It's a parking garage, about 10 floors tall. Hopefully I die quickly. If not, well, I guess I deserve to suffer.

I am scared as it draws closer. I don't know what to do. I am so scared. I feel like crying all the time.

I am planning on doing it on Sunday, I feel scared as well, message me

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this.

Jumping activates such a high SI.

I hope you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[darksouls]

hope everything goes well for you

 

[DTA]

I hope you find peace.
If you can relax, hanging isn't such a bad way to go. You have to cut off the blood flow to your carotid and then you lose consciousness very quickly (10-15 seconds).

 

[It'sFine]

I tried everything. No one has any sympathy. The world wants me gone, because they've decided they'd be better off without me.

I will kill myself next week, maybe even this weekend. I have not decided on a method yet but my plan is to jump. I don't know if my chosen building is tall enough. It's a parking garage, about 10 floors tall. Hopefully I die quickly. If not, well, I guess I deserve to suffer.

I am scared as it draws closer. I don't know what to do. I am so scared. I feel like crying all the time.

Edit: so I looked it up and the building I chose is about 30 something meters. At this height there seems to be quite a chance of survival, especially if I hit the bunch of trees at the bottom. Gonna have to look for some other method. Gonna give hanging a try. It hurt a lot when my mom strangled me so I don't want to. But maybe.

If you are gonna try hanging, avoid partial hanging since it sometimes doesn't work.
Full suspension hanging works well but it looks like an unpleasant way to go out but if you are desperate then it's up to you.

This world ain't a joke anymore, if everybody wants you gone then you must have done something very bad to them.
I personally don't recommend the hanging method at all since it uses lots of energy to do it. Jumping is the easiest way, all you gotta do is find some hotels or apartments or even bridges that are at least 30m+ high.

Usually 10 floor is the bare minimum to ctb but it has a decent success rate if the ground is hard concrete.
I cannot ask you what you do so its up to you.

 

[holyhorse]

I tried everything. No one has any sympathy. The world wants me gone, because they've decided they'd be better off without me.

I will kill myself next week, maybe even this weekend. I have not decided on a method yet but my plan is to jump. I don't know if my chosen building is tall enough. It's a parking garage, about 10 floors tall. Hopefully I die quickly. If not, well, I guess I deserve to suffer.

I am scared as it draws closer. I don't know what to do. I am so scared. I feel like crying all the time.

Edit: so I looked it up and the building I chose is about 30 something meters. At this height there seems to be quite a chance of survival, especially if I hit the bunch of trees at the bottom. Gonna have to look for some other method. Gonna give hanging a try. It hurt a lot when my mom strangled me so I don't want to. But maybe.

I'm in the same situation as you

I'm looking forward to CTB next week.

Sadly, I can't afford SN or a drug overdose due to finances.

Hanging seems terrifying.

I guess I'll stick with my old method - jumping. I'm planning to jump from a 10-story building as well. I don't know how it's going to turn out. I don't know whether I'll feel pain or not; I don't want to think about it. I really don't want to think about it.

I know I'm acting immature or irresponsible by avoiding such important thoughts, but I'm just exhausted. I want this to end.