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kms2nite

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Jun 25, 2023
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Tonight I'm planning to take around 400-500mg of zopiclone
I'm also going to drink some alcohol and maybe take some propanol as well

I was planning to hang myself but I'm not able to get the resources

I hope that this works and I can finally find peace <3
 
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Ctrl_Alt_DEL

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Apr 23, 2024
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Tonight I'm planning to take around 400-500mg of zopiclone
I'm also going to drink some alcohol and maybe take some propanol as well

I was planning to hang myself but I'm not able to get the resources

I hope that this works and I can finally find peace <3
Hello
Unfortunately, Zopiclone is a modern medicine for insomnia so its designed to be NO lethal. Take care and good luck.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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You should reconsider your decision. Good luck with whatever you decide to do.


 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I can't speak to the effectiveness of the medication you're planning on taking to ctb, because I simply don't know, but it seems others do, and you may be wise to heed their warnings. No matter what you do, I hope you find some peace in your life, or even from it, whatever the case ends up being.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,158
I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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Light_

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Apr 9, 2024
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@plumelo didn't you say you took over 200 of these? On another thread asking a similar question about a similar, or the same drug? Maybe you could tell Op here. Sorry, I don't mean to intrude or bother you, I just thought advice should come from someone who actually tried this route.
 
plumelo

plumelo

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Apr 6, 2024
34
No problem yes

I have very little memory of the suicide attempt. it was very impulsive. I take 200 pills of Zopiclone and drank 2 bottles of anxiolytics (Tercian and Lysanxia). However, I was on the phone with a friend. she didn't know I CTB. She found out when I was in the hospital. She told me that I was a little confused in my words, but she didn't worry because it also happens when I call her after having taken my evening treatments. At one point I hit a wall while trying to go into my kitchen. Then I "fell asleep" during the call. I think that's when I lost consciousness. Then my parents found out about me 24 hours later because we were supposed to go to the theater together. According to them, I was still unconscious, I breathed with difficulty, looked a little blue. They had to do blood gases for me. Then 1 week in a coma on respiratory support, connected everywhere. When I woke up I was in diapers because I couldn't hold myself back. the caregiver had to wipe my buttocks, it was very humiliating. I had a urinary catheter, a feeding tube, oxygen, numerous IVs etc. I had bruises everywhere. I'm lucky not to have had too many after-effects (just pneumonia which has since healed)
 

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