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BrightEyes1117

BrightEyes1117

Member
Jul 23, 2024
10
Hi guys, today I will make my attempt to CTB, I hope it will be quick and painless. I will use the partial hanging method, I will wait until the early morning to lock myself in my bathroom (there is a metal structure that can support my weight). I have a 2m soft nylon rope that I tried before. I will start taking benzos. I have time to answer your messages.

I love you guys, thanks for the help you gave me. 🤗
Hey are you still around? PM me I'm sorry you had such a hard time tonight -we're here for you!
 
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promegranate_

promegranate_

I just wanna disappear :)
Jul 20, 2024
5
I hope you find what you are looking for! peace 💖
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
248
Partial is very difficult. You sure it is your method?
 
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Randy Savage

Randy Savage

“Macho Man”
Jul 23, 2024
47
Sending lots of love. I hope you can find your peace.
 
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Themogger

Themogger

Why so serious?
Jul 23, 2024
241
I'm guessing things didn't workout since you're still active
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
248
i want to use a gun, but i live in latinamerica, so it's very difficult to buy one illegaly :C
If u live in latin america u got better options.
 
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fallingtopieces

fallingtopieces

Warlock
May 6, 2024
718
sure! :3 🫶 im feeling kinda happy and sad. It's strange

Maybe one of my best memories was in 2023, i belonged to a local band, i was the drummer :3, honestly we were almost beginners but a lot of people came to see us. we played in parties, clubs mainly. One of the best gigs I had was in that year. A lot of people did pogos, danced, drank until they puked, things not so common in my town but it was a fun night. I won't deny that I used drugs at that time, but only in a social way and in a group, I even smoked for a long time but I quit because of the expense it generated. I really miss those days, my band was like a family, the unity and support we had for each other was deep. But I left the band for travel reasons that could never be concluded, I was going to move to Colombia, but the expenses were not exact. It's been a long time since that happened, and now I'm here commenting this with a lot of nostalgia.

Our band had themes with frogs and souls.
We played alternative rock, mainly nirvana and alice in chains covers.

We made our own songs. But due to the outing of the vocalist we couldn't complete some of the songs. Also the producer didn't give us the complete material because of that. I don't judge him.
There probably could be videos uploaded! 😵‍💫
I just want to say I love Nirvana and Alice in Chains, grew up listening to both. I tried to learn to play guitar but that never really worked out:ahhha: 'Dumb' is one of my most favorite songs ever. I should try to learn just that song.
 
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Yaka

Yaka

Member
Jan 23, 2024
54
I am so sorry you are still here
don't worry, I will keep informing myself more, I can't make blackout, thanks for the support in this post, I love you all. 😿🤗
I am so sorry you are still here - life fucking sucks and its so sad we have to hide wanting to leave
 
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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
74
I just want to say I love Nirvana and Alice in Chains, grew up listening to both. I tried to learn to play guitar but that never really worked out:ahhha: 'Dumb' is one of my most favorite songs ever. I should try to learn just that song.
we played 'Numb' that night, it was amazing :DDD
You can do it!!
 
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thebelljarrr

thebelljarrr

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Apr 26, 2024
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sure! :3 🫶 im feeling kinda happy and sad. It's strange

Maybe one of my best memories was in 2023, i belonged to a local band, i was the drummer :3, honestly we were almost beginners but a lot of people came to see us. we played in parties, clubs mainly. One of the best gigs I had was in that year. A lot of people did pogos, danced, drank until they puked, things not so common in my town but it was a fun night. I won't deny that I used drugs at that time, but only in a social way and in a group, I even smoked for a long time but I quit because of the expense it generated. I really miss those days, my band was like a family, the unity and support we had for each other was deep. But I left the band for travel reasons that could never be concluded, I was going to move to Colombia, but the expenses were not exact. It's been a long time since that happened, and now I'm here commenting this with a lot of nostalgia.

Our band had themes with frogs and souls.
We played alternative rock, mainly nirvana and alice in chains covers.

We made our own songs. But due to the outing of the vocalist we couldn't complete some of the songs. Also the producer didn't give us the complete material because of that. I don't judge him.
There probably could be videos uploaded! 😵‍💫
I love Nirvana a lot, and definitely would've liked this lol. Love n best wishes for peace to you. :hug:❤️
 
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QuartziteGlitter

QuartziteGlitter

Forgotten shard
Apr 27, 2023
21
I hope you managed to find your peace? 💙
 

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