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exhaustedgolfcat
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- Feb 22, 2026
- 14
i am just fucking done but i have a nice trip planned for the late fall. i will meet with my brother after him living abroad almost a year, "say goodbye", spend some time with my mother and then finally just quit this after 33 years of pure misery
my dilemma is, what method to go with?
i live in hungary, dont have access to drugs or firearms.
i was thinking partial hanging but the thought makes me squeamish. i also dont want to do it at home, it is stupid but i dont think my cats would understand and i scared they would start eating my corpse until they find me.
is there a safe height for jumping that doesnt cripple you but kill effectively? or is the train a viable method?
idk i still have time to figure it out but i just got to the point where i know i will do it and wanted to start planning
thanks
my dilemma is, what method to go with?
i live in hungary, dont have access to drugs or firearms.
i was thinking partial hanging but the thought makes me squeamish. i also dont want to do it at home, it is stupid but i dont think my cats would understand and i scared they would start eating my corpse until they find me.
is there a safe height for jumping that doesnt cripple you but kill effectively? or is the train a viable method?
idk i still have time to figure it out but i just got to the point where i know i will do it and wanted to start planning
thanks