Planning on ctb soon

[davidtorez]

I live with my father alone and he is going away to Canada next week for 3 months. I'll be home alone and have N from 2018 in the fridge. I'm feeling my time is soon while he is away in Canada visiting family, at least he will have some support there if or when he finds out I'm gone. I just need to overcome this fear of failure and SI . any tips ? I have meto, Dramamine for antiemetics and vodka to potentiate after drinking N. Is there a special way to lie down after drinking the N? Slightly elevated ? On my back ? Can I take amitriptyline with it? I tried a test dose of 10mg of meto a while back and It gave me diarrhoea. Is this considered too severe of a side effect to use meto as my antiemetic? Or should I stick to the Dramamine?

 

[iloverachel]

Good luck in whatever you choose to do man. It has been a pleasure meeting and being your friend the past two years.

Hope your suffering ends and it is peaceful if you choose to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[Dark Window]

Is there a thread dedicated to successful attempt(s) of N? Also is it possible to get N anywhere?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

How many grams of N do you have .

I guess it was N from A? Or N from D?

 

[Agon321]

Is there a thread dedicated to successful attempt(s) of N? Also is it possible to get N anywhere?

N is a better version of SN.
In simplification.

No, you can't get N everywhere.
Currently it is very difficult.
If you do not have a proven and reliable source, I do not advise you to buy it, because it is most likely a scam.
N is also relatively expensive.
Overall, the chance you'll get N is low.

I don't know if there are threads about N successes.
You have to look for it.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you the best. I hope everything works out the way you want it

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace with whatever you decide to do!

I don't think there is a special position to take after drinking N, just lay comfortable in your bed and fall asleep.

 

[davidtorez]

How many grams of N do you have .

I guess it was N from A? Or N from D?

It was a source from Mexico AV from memory. I'm sure it's pisabental. I just hope it's still OK

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

It was a source from Mexico AV from memory. I'm sure it's pisabental. I just hope it's still OK

I guess u have 2 bottles 12 grams? Is that enough for a 80 kg person?

 

[davidtorez]

I guess u have 2 bottles 12 grams? Is that enough for a 80 kg person?

Yes I have 2 bottles. I Am now 88kg. I lost some weight in the last few months. From what I've read for up to 100kg 2 bottles is fine, over 100kg you may need more? Please someone correct me if I'm wrong

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes I have 2 bottles. I Am now 88kg. I lost some weight in the last few months. From what I've read for up to 100kg 2 bottles is fine, over 100kg you may need more? Please someone correct me if I'm wrong

2 bottles is about 12.6 to 13 grams. I'm 80kg I want to lose weight to 70kg or less

 

[lost_ange1]

Good luck with anything you decide to do. May you find your peace!