LittleBabyNothing

LittleBabyNothing

Suffering Autointoxification
Nov 22, 2020
432
So I unable to get SN (never used dark web and don't have the brain to start).
I think I may be able to get SA but am wondering why it's not as common a preference or discussed here (search playing up and can't find any threads). Seems too easy to buy SA, I need to research more.

Back up plan would be an overdose. I can get ami and benzo on script easily and stock pile. My worry is if I am not successful. I do not want to survive and live longer with further health difficulties and torment.

I need my tickets sorted, knowing I can CTB on my terms is what gets me through each day. It's just so f**ked up that I have to go through so much to just be able to find my peace.

Thanks for listening. Stay Beautiful x
 

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