Story Planning a holiday, SN traveling with me

[FadingSnowFake]

A year ago, I had no clue that I'd be contemplating my suicide whilst living on another continent. It's unreal the way things seemed to have fallen in place on this specific path. The anniversary of me joining SaSu and becoming actively suicidal is coming up in November. I'm definitely not looking forward to that.

I now live in SE Asia where SN was easy to acquire eventually with my first salary. Next month I have leave from work and need to get away since weekends are already depressing. October is also my birthday and maybe a good time to exit this planet after 50 years, the last year being mostly hell.

So, co-incidentally I'm planning a trip to spend my birthday on a beautiful island and then visit a beach city where many foreigners are reported to end their lives. I've always had this dream of living on an island. Who knows, maybe something happens on the island to make me stay and reconsider my options.

While I'm not planning to ctb on this trip, I'm grateful to have SN and the meds I'd need in case, and I'm grateful to have you guys with me on the journey.

Peace and Love.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

Wow, I have a similar dream. Bring my SN in a trip, maybe even a hike!

Peace and Love.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Thanks, and yes hiking sounds good too! I guess it's about where we'd want to be found. Are you thinking a trip to a cabin in the mountains for a few days, with some climbing and hiking, or just a day out? I've since had to change my plans to another beach (and maybe island hop), but the trip is still on

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

Thanks, and yes hiking sounds good too! I guess it's about where we'd want to be found. Are you thinking a trip to a cabin in the mountains for a few days, with some climbing and hiking, or just a day out? I've since had to change my plans to another beach (and maybe island hop), but the trip is still on

I'm thinking on camping for the weekwnd, with tent most probably. I'm in the tropics and I've studied wildlife so I'm somewhat familiar in the wilderness. It calls me! Same feeling towards the beach/island. Both are easily accessible to me and I've been thinking about it for a while, so it's cool to stumble upon your post.

Enjoy the trip!

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I'm thinking on camping for the weekwnd, with tent most probably. I'm in the tropics and I've studied wildlife so I'm somewhat familiar in the wilderness. It calls me! Same feeling towards the beach/island. Both are easily accessible to me and I've been thinking about it for a while, so it's cool to stumble upon your post.

Enjoy the trip!

I hear you, the call of nature. It's a cool idea you have there, camping. All the best, hope you get to have a weekend away soon!

Edit: Sorry, I only now see you joined us yesterday. Welcome here!

 

[FadingSnowFake]

View this morning, different beach as planned, and left the SN home.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Good to have options, best of luck.
Good to have options, best of luck.

Thank you, welcome here and best of luck to you too.