What sucks is that if COVID was indeed engineered and intentionally released, those who are affected by it are the ones who have to own responsbility. Like someone throwing trash in your yard, you have to make the effort to clean it up yourself, only in this case, you may not have the tools to clean it up. It's a lot of effort on behalf of another's agenda that brings no personal benefit.
Even if it was engineered and released, people still have to deal with protection. The social engineering and control aspects come in with fear. People attack one another for not wearing masks and social distancing. There is finger-pointing, blame, violence, and manufactured unity in complying with self-isolation, wearing masks and social distancing. There is separation of those who do not comply, whether out of rebellion or out of ignorance. Many would call the rebellion ignorance and consider those who rebel to be agents of harm, rather than those who caused it.
It is concerning because there do indeed seem to be aspects of social engineering, just as there were after 9/11 with travel restrictions and loss of personal liberty in having to submit to body scans and invasive personal checks. (Recall that the second tower collapsing was reported in the UK something like 15 minutes before it actually happened.) If one wants the freedom to travel, one has to submit to indiginities and restrictions for the ostensible good and safety of all. The same thing is happening with COVID and the "new normal." If I want to go to the grocery store, I have to submit to having my temperature checked or I am denied entry. I anticipate that people will be restricted from travel if they don't submit to getting vaccinated, and that they will have some kind of record of having had the virus, which is nobody's fucking business, and will experience some kind of limitation or freedom as a result. They may face other restrictions for daily living if they refuse to comply to scans, chipping, or vaccinations in the name of security.
There is no freedom, no liberty, if one has to submit to personal invasions and limitations for the mythical idea of "security." I respect those who rebel, even if that means I get COVID, which I'm convinced I already did and am still suffering long-term effects from. My lungs are fucked. My heart function is not the same. I personally suspect, based on all the evidence I've seen in the present as well as many years leading up to it, that this is indeed an act of social control and biological warfare on all humans regardless of nationality. It is to me indeed 1984 and Brave New World. In fact, I have suspicions that even those books were part of the long-term process of engineering whatever is coming to fruition, and that this may be but a phase of that. Aldous Huxley was influential at the Esalen Instutite, where much social engineering has come from in the human potential and New Age movements.
I've seen and experienced enough things that I suppose you could say I have a tinfoil hat, but it doesn't do any practical good to wear one. Being "woke" has been of some benefit, I suppose, but I think even that is engineered, for what purpose I don't know. I only know that I don't have any power against whatever is happening. I'm not an intellectual sheep, but I'm no more empowered than a sheep. How can one fight an anonymous enemy?
It seems to me that it's all one big mindfuck game. Even the video in the OP -- that's quite a slick production. If it were 100% true and actually empowering for the masses, it would have never made it to production let alone been released. I think it's disinformation and propaganda seemingly in battle with other disinformation and propaganda.
I feel quite hopeless. I search for solutions and ways to experience personal agency and I come up with nothing. I have fears that I don't even bother to share because, aside from receving comfort that others share them, what good does it do to expose them when nothing can be done about them? Perhaps that's part of the social engineering, too, just more separation as a social animal, more fear, and more suffering. I fucking hate it. I normally don't even talk about these things on the forum because what's the use? Some will argue with me and I feel no need to go on the defense, I don't feel a need to convince anyone, and I certainly don't want to help someone else become "woke" if it's not an antidote and only increases hopelessness. To me the latter is not a rescue, merely an exchange of curses.
I am sickened by all that's happening in the world. Trump is a symptom. COVID is symptom. There's so much bullshit, and I think that the unity of being together alone, wearing masks and social distancing and fighting COVID together is nothing but fertilizer that hints of herbs and flowers but is really an invitations to fields of bullshit akin to concentration camps. Mostly I just feel despair, and that probably meets a goal of whatever is happeing, and if I feel hope, it's likely false. I don't see that there's anyone who could know what's going on and rescue everyone from a worldwide concentration camp. And who knows, I could even be contributing to the unknown cause just by writing about this. It's like Stasi control in the technolgical era. All I can do is try to be the best person I can in the midst of all this shit, try to have the best impacts on others that I can, and when it's too much, give up and suicide and hope that actually ends my suffering and imprisonment.
Fuck.
