Method Placing my own NJ tube

[willitpass]

I've been considering now that I've survived yet another fucking attempt placing an NJ on myself and pushing something like salt-substitute potassium. I've never personally placed an NJ as that's done by fluro where I work, which is not what I do, but I've placed NGs. If I just push it beyond the stomach and aspirate to check that I am in fact past, then I would be able to give myself a lethal dose of something (ie potassium) and I wouldn't have the ability to vomit. Even just making it into the duodenum as opposed to all the way to the jejunum. As long as I'm past the pyloric sphincter than whatever I give myself… And potassium based salt substitutes seem the most appealing. I've got my bowels absolutely fucked thanks to a year now of laxative abuse, so if I stop taking laxatives prior to doing it I wouldn't even be able to excrete it that way either. I've not set my eyes on it just yet, but I am absolutely starting to consider it.