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quietandsad113

quietandsad113

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May 1, 2024
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Do you guys feel this pit in your stomach when you wake up in the morning. Just hurting to live
 
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AmericanMary

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
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Yes, I 100% relate to this too. I'm sorry to hear you're having these thoughts and feelings. They can be very hard to handle. You're strong for being able to talk about it so openly<3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I personally feel dread when I wake up, it truly is such a dreadful feeling to realise I didn't fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep and I'm still here suffering in this existence. Simply being conscious and aware causes me to suffer, only death can bring me peace, I only wish for eternal nothingness, I'm tired of existing.
 
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lizzywizzy09

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May 11, 2024
460
Do you guys feel this pit in your stomach when you wake up in the morning. Just hurting to live
I keep hoping every sleep is my last. I fucking hate that my body is too crappy to function properly but still insists on being just functional enough to keep me alive. The body needs a function where it realizes it needs to shut itself down due to life shittiness I swear.
 
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