Has anyone else noticed this? What is your opinion about this. Do you think Classism is worse than Lookism?
I've looked at the presidents of different countries, and a lot of them are genuinely ugly or at best average — and all I saw very old. Some even seem like they might have come from inbred family lines.
I keep wondering how these people rise to positions of power, are respected and supported, while someone like me is constantly excluded, bullied, and driven toward suicide. Is there a too ugly to be loved? I've faced insults about my face, hair, body odor—nothing but negative judgments.
People treat me with passive aggression, never respect. I don't even have proper healthcare; doctors called me a parasite and ignored my physical pain and twisted it to be mental illness. I was locked in psychiatric institutions and abused by the wage slaves there, all because my mother called them on me and refused to help me move to a better place and get care assistance. She is poor too but also very dumb and alcohol-druggie. No one cares that I'm suffering. My parents are the main reason I exist and in bad situation and strangers only add to it by discriminating me and refusing to help. There is no compensation for me from the government. I'm left to die.
Physical pretty people at the other hand are loved and many of them become rich stars, influencers and have companies, real estate. If they aren't rich they have easy ways to become rich. They're not powerless because they're rich, but they're often not the politicians who are put into representation for the police, military, pharma and other lobbies. Why?
My thoughts are maybe physical attractivness is not as important as the lineage — parents' money and their connections. The female politicians in power seem like typical nepo-babies too.
I often read r/ugly, where people share how they're mistreated; struggling to make friends, find partners, or get good jobs and money! because of their physical ugliness. I've never fully believed it's only about physical appearance that we are targeted. I think it's more about living in a toxic environment, like mine (right-conservative-liberal), where people are maybe hated more for being poor (born from poor lower parents) than for being physical ugly. I assume many richer people in my environment are strictly ableist too and many of them come from richer parents.
And they hate especially our inability to make money. In my case, I'm ugly, not very smart, physically weak, and not brave. I have two major misfortunes to face my whole life: 1. being born to poor parents, 2. being born to ugly/disabled parents who don't care about me. They could make offspring and that's it. I have to deal with all the negativity since years (29+).
I've always been unemployed because no one wants to give me a decent job or include me anywhere—except psychiatric wards, where they just see me as "mentally ill" and make money off me. Because of the traumatizations I have now, I don't see any purpose and have no motivation. It feels like I'm meant to be a lonely, passive "lolcow" stuck inside my room until I die.
That's one of the reasons I plan to CTB this year and very late, because of the non-availability of chemicals like Pendobarbital for me. I would have been gone years ago, if I had easy access to euthanasia through drops or pills. If we could simply buy them like shampoo, it would have spared me a lot of pain.
There are no good memories for me to create or remember on this planet. I don't want to make it to 2027 just to wait until my mother passes away. Or maybe she will die early this year, and then I really won't have a reason to stay, because I have no one. The world is a horrific place when you're poor, alone, discriminated against, and struggling with health problems. I just starve in my room because I don't have real access to the shops in my city. If I go outside, I risk being assaulted or bullied, maybe some jerks plan to invade my room even. No one would care und they feel Schadenfreude. It's nesesary for me to wear a bodycam, what is this for a life?? It's bad here. In recent years, I've relied on food delivery and my mother for support. I haven't been able to find a better place to move to or find any support. The best is death.
I had a dream last night in which I saw my cat again, and saw her eyes healing step by step from different perspectives (like camera angles). She's actually been gone for several years now. She had to be euthanized because of an tumor that left her blind (her eyes were rotting) and caused epileptic seizures. Before her death she looked like a creepy Zombie-cat. To be alive had become nothing but suffering for her. Maybe I'll see her again soon.
I've looked at the presidents of different countries, and a lot of them are genuinely ugly or at best average — and all I saw very old. Some even seem like they might have come from inbred family lines.
I keep wondering how these people rise to positions of power, are respected and supported, while someone like me is constantly excluded, bullied, and driven toward suicide. Is there a too ugly to be loved? I've faced insults about my face, hair, body odor—nothing but negative judgments.
People treat me with passive aggression, never respect. I don't even have proper healthcare; doctors called me a parasite and ignored my physical pain and twisted it to be mental illness. I was locked in psychiatric institutions and abused by the wage slaves there, all because my mother called them on me and refused to help me move to a better place and get care assistance. She is poor too but also very dumb and alcohol-druggie. No one cares that I'm suffering. My parents are the main reason I exist and in bad situation and strangers only add to it by discriminating me and refusing to help. There is no compensation for me from the government. I'm left to die.
Physical pretty people at the other hand are loved and many of them become rich stars, influencers and have companies, real estate. If they aren't rich they have easy ways to become rich. They're not powerless because they're rich, but they're often not the politicians who are put into representation for the police, military, pharma and other lobbies. Why?
My thoughts are maybe physical attractivness is not as important as the lineage — parents' money and their connections. The female politicians in power seem like typical nepo-babies too.
I often read r/ugly, where people share how they're mistreated; struggling to make friends, find partners, or get good jobs and money! because of their physical ugliness. I've never fully believed it's only about physical appearance that we are targeted. I think it's more about living in a toxic environment, like mine (right-conservative-liberal), where people are maybe hated more for being poor (born from poor lower parents) than for being physical ugly. I assume many richer people in my environment are strictly ableist too and many of them come from richer parents.
And they hate especially our inability to make money. In my case, I'm ugly, not very smart, physically weak, and not brave. I have two major misfortunes to face my whole life: 1. being born to poor parents, 2. being born to ugly/disabled parents who don't care about me. They could make offspring and that's it. I have to deal with all the negativity since years (29+).
I've always been unemployed because no one wants to give me a decent job or include me anywhere—except psychiatric wards, where they just see me as "mentally ill" and make money off me. Because of the traumatizations I have now, I don't see any purpose and have no motivation. It feels like I'm meant to be a lonely, passive "lolcow" stuck inside my room until I die.
That's one of the reasons I plan to CTB this year and very late, because of the non-availability of chemicals like Pendobarbital for me. I would have been gone years ago, if I had easy access to euthanasia through drops or pills. If we could simply buy them like shampoo, it would have spared me a lot of pain.
There are no good memories for me to create or remember on this planet. I don't want to make it to 2027 just to wait until my mother passes away. Or maybe she will die early this year, and then I really won't have a reason to stay, because I have no one. The world is a horrific place when you're poor, alone, discriminated against, and struggling with health problems. I just starve in my room because I don't have real access to the shops in my city. If I go outside, I risk being assaulted or bullied, maybe some jerks plan to invade my room even. No one would care und they feel Schadenfreude. It's nesesary for me to wear a bodycam, what is this for a life?? It's bad here. In recent years, I've relied on food delivery and my mother for support. I haven't been able to find a better place to move to or find any support. The best is death.
I had a dream last night in which I saw my cat again, and saw her eyes healing step by step from different perspectives (like camera angles). She's actually been gone for several years now. She had to be euthanized because of an tumor that left her blind (her eyes were rotting) and caused epileptic seizures. Before her death she looked like a creepy Zombie-cat. To be alive had become nothing but suffering for her. Maybe I'll see her again soon.
