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su1c1dal-dungeon

su1c1dal-dungeon

depressed rat
Sep 15, 2023
47
does anyone else get physically ill thinking about suicide? like upset stomach/nausea, headache, body aches, etc.

i dont want to feel this way anymore/:
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
929
does anyone else get physically ill thinking about suicide? like upset stomach/nausea, headache, body aches, etc.

i dont want to feel this way anymore/:
I have a theory that it could be neurotransmitters at work. You're describing symptoms common to migraines and migraines also have mood symptoms including SI. Imitrex or Zomig could take that away.
 
su1c1dal-dungeon

su1c1dal-dungeon

depressed rat
Sep 15, 2023
47
I have a theory that it could be neurotransmitters at work. You're describing symptoms common to migraines and migraines also have mood symptoms including SI. Imitrex or Zomig could take that away.
i take migraine preventives and i have abortives too !! it feels different than a migraine i dont know how to explain it any other way😭
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
929
i take migraine preventives and i have abortives too !! it feels different than a migraine i dont know how to explain it any other way😭
It could be cortisol too. I can do some digging if you would like.
 
su1c1dal-dungeon

su1c1dal-dungeon

depressed rat
Sep 15, 2023
47
It could be cortisol too. I can do some digging if you would like.
i feel like it might be cortisol. i was told by my doctor that i have very high cortisol levels at every time of day.

if you dont mind digging around that would be helpful !!
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
929
i feel like it might be cortisol. i was told by my doctor that i have very high cortisol levels at every time of day.

if you dont mind digging around that would be helpful !!
I'm a geek. I love a good project. I'm happy to do a little digging.
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
929
i feel like it might be cortisol. i was told by my doctor that i have very high cortisol levels at every time of day.

if you dont mind digging around that would be helpful !!
How are you doing?
 

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