
Lostandfound7
Just waiting....
- Jan 21, 2020
- 995
That's so sad, but awesome babe, that u were able to forgive them..I agree that time heals some wounds..N forgiving is for YOU..My father who was a drunken sadistic bully and his family who was just as bad, he used to punch us for dropping a pea on the table, used to burn my Mum with cigarettes always violent when he was drunk but had a very well paid job as a printer in Fleet Street so we always had the best clothes, so the outside World thought we had a great life, he died when I was 11 years old and the freedom was to much to handle as he was so strict and we got into all sorts of trouble, but later my mum told me his family accused her of having an affair and I was someone else's child which is bollocks, but explains why he targeted me more than the rest. I did feel guilty as an 11 year old my uncle took me to see him in the chapel of rest and I touched his cold body and laughed,
What really drove me mad was when I wanted to talk about what happened and all my mum kept saying was about her childhood growing up in Ireland I nearly throttled her and my brothers and sisters didn't want to talk about it, back then we never had Childline or the Samaritans so I had no one to talk to and I exploded, drugs, arrested prison, fighting, etc but I turned my life around studied and got an excellent job.
Long story short, time is a great healer, I hated them all, but I forgave them as they caused enough suffering and I'm not letting them win, I forgave them for my own benefit not there's.
Cheers Geo
U DEF WON!!
Omg, that sounds horrible! Have u tried reporting them? that's def harassment! No way should u ctb cuz of their bullying! Report them, hun!Some girls I worked with over 10+ years ago was mad at me because I didnt speak to them, so one of them started a false rumor about my sexuality, I guess as some form of revenge. I tried to take the high road and didnt respond to it, and eventually quit my job. Ever since I've had sever depression and anxiety, and difficulty in having relationships with people. Which led to multiple suicide attempts, all failed of course. And the kicker is they continued to stalk me years after I quit, by telling people they wanted to be friends with me so people would help them find me, because I have no social media and they know I dont. So I've assumed they somehow put me on social media smearing me, continuing to humiliate me knowing that I'm at a disadvantage and cant tell my side of the story. I've had multiple cars vandalized and keyed, I've been close to being sucker punched by random people, and treated mean Mostly by girls, and to top it all off there vilifying me so they look innocent and justified in getting revenge, because I didnt make friends with some girls from work 10+ years ago...... long story short I've concluded that there probably sociopaths or narcissists, and I have no choice but to ctb.
Sorry for the long post.
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