Peripheral neuropathy

[Butterfly-death]

I'm only 18 and I'm pretty sure I have peripheral neuropathy. I don't want to live like this.

I get pins and needles on the bottom of my left foot and it kinda feels like burning. This happened once before awhile ago but thankfullly it went away but now it's back. It's honestly depressing.

It's just another reason to ctb honestly. I could make a list on if I should end it or not and the pros would out weigh the cons. I wish I had a method because honestly not having one is the only thing keeping me alive. I wish I was able to get SN or something but idk how and don't have the money at the moment.

This life is depressing and not worth living. I hate being trapped in this hell. I don't enjoy living at all. I never will. Fuck this miserable existence.

 

[frayed]

a pinched nerve also can cause the paresthesia

 

[Butterfly-death]

a pinched nerve also can cause the paresthesia

I really hope that this is the case instead, that night might have been what it was last time. I'm going to rest and ice it but if it doesn't get better I'm gonna end it all. Hopefully it gets better without seeing a doctor because I don't have health insurance

 

[lookingglassinsect]

Go see the doctor. It will either improve the quality of your life or give you ctb fuel.
I've had tinnitus since I was 18. And do you know how I deal with it? I just ignore it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting a way to be free from all the suffering and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again, I also feel so trapped in this existence, I also find it so torturous to exist and it's so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[22yearsbroken]

I suffer withit both my legs and feet from the shins down... its awful to live with ao i feel what your going through.. i do find that using a hot water foot spa helps quite well if only for a short time but it mite give you a bit of relief

 

[rs929]

I'd start with a full blood test and see whats going on. Maybe some organic issue is causing both the pin and needles and the bad mood. I have a vitamin D deficiency myself and I think while it''s not 100% the cause, it contributes