Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
Especially when I see the things they have, reminding me of my own insecurities
Some of my friends are in relationships, can travel, have good paying jobs, cars, are financially independent, etc
So when they show some level of appreciation or care, I want to physically (and verbally) push them away (note I wouldn't ever actually physically assault anyone. That's plain wrong)
It's like, how dare they like being around me when I am worse in every way?
I don't have a car yet, haven't started working yet, don't have any romantic healthy relationship outside of hook ups/FWB, still dependent on shit family, etc. I am worse than them in every way and yet they still want to be around me
Something is wrong with them
Some of my friends are in relationships, can travel, have good paying jobs, cars, are financially independent, etc
So when they show some level of appreciation or care, I want to physically (and verbally) push them away (note I wouldn't ever actually physically assault anyone. That's plain wrong)
It's like, how dare they like being around me when I am worse in every way?
I don't have a car yet, haven't started working yet, don't have any romantic healthy relationship outside of hook ups/FWB, still dependent on shit family, etc. I am worse than them in every way and yet they still want to be around me
Something is wrong with them
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