people who have survived SN, can you share your experience?

[borderlineloser]

I'm trying to discourage myself from getting scared and calling for help. The main thing thats scaring me is throwing up because I have horrible emetophobia. Those of you who have attempted with SN and survived, did you throw up? (or any documented cases of someone ctb using sn) And if you did, did you fast and take an anti emetic? If you did throw up was it distressing and were you aware? Also was it alot? Did the SN make you drowsy enough as to where you can't really remember throwing up or were you aware and afraid during it? How long did it take you to start feeling drowsy? While you were getting drowsy were you scared or calm? Did you feel like you were suffocating

 

[coralreefer]

Sorry to say, but you will most probably throw up regardless of AE. That is how the body reacts to poison and unfortunately, there's not much we can do about it. I did mix with other stuff my second attempt, but that was VERY messy so don't recommend. Did work the best though.
I understand that ctb can be scary, but I like to think that a short while of pain in exchange for eternal silence is not a bad deal.