Venting People should stop telling me to work or go to college

[TinyGuy]

I am so tired of people telling me that I have heard it 100 times I even tried working and going to college but it only made my mental health even worse than it was.I wish to just be alone and useless human is it too much to ask?

 

[passer-by]

This is why I don't talk to people anymore. They mean well, but they're coming from a healthier mindset which I don't know how to aquire. What works for them never worked for me. Simple as that. I think it has to do with how our brains were wired when we were growing up, by our environment and our care takers. We are either doomed or blessed in that sense, or something in between. I don't think a lack of effort is what brought us here. I used to, but I've tried every possible thing to get better and I am spent. Some of us are probably destined to embark on different routes, not many can join us there. It brings me a peace in a way. I left no stone unturned. Once I decide to board a bus, it will simply be because I knew no other was coming to get me. And I was too tired and crippled to walk.