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MrsT-800

MrsT-800

Be the helper of my soul O God
Nov 25, 2025
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I try to be nice to people online, or on here, but get misinterpreted or seen as cringe, or just generally mess up my words.
I got sick the other night, my husband yelled, and when I said, I have food poisoning I think, he said "good" – then that I "deserve it" for bothering him – and that it's "karma" for the way I behave
Then today my boss dunks on me yet again – all she does is hate me, never tells me I do well, or praises me – when I try my best to do something

I cannot wait to CTB, I just am too cowardly. I fall asleep dreaming of the ways in which I will die at last.
 
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idfwlnh

idfwlnh

Mousse - the final "peace" in life
Apr 10, 2026
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misinterpreted or seen as cringe, or just generally mess up my words.
It's really painful when we try to get along with other but they interpreted us cringe, or just literally don't care. No matter how hard we try, just like shouting to a void. It's the internet after all.
Still, I believe there are SS mems who are willingly listen to you, just that they haven't arrive yet. Hope you can meet great people to share your story with!
 
katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
652
People have always been this way with me too. Like ppl who say they want to be my friend don't actually care about me. I kinda wish I could have a husband but it would be useless if I had one like yours. I already feel terrible enough. I can't deal with these ppl who make me feel worse.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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Not everyone should be a manager. That is not an uncommon complaint.

The husband...not the best. No idea how your relationship has progressed, or degraded, but that is not cool.

Sorry you have such "fine" people in your life.
 
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