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VargosMelon

Attempting to Live A Fulfilling Life
Feb 5, 2023
39
Hey... just when life gets good it gets worse again. Luckily things are better-ish... but I don't think I can keep up with all this crazy stuff.

I had a plan to ctb before my 25th birthday that I was considering. I put it to the back of my mind, and I kept my method. I'm back to planning to use it. However, I wanted to make myself disappear. I don't want my family to know I'm dead, I want them to think I'm just out in the world "traveling."

However, I'm worried about my body being found. Is there a way I could concel my death. I was considering saving some of my earned cash and hiring someone to green bury me... basically bury me deep enough so I can be recycled to the earth.

Anyone have any ideas? I'm not sure if I'll stay in this state of mind... but just like keeping my method I want this in my back pocket.
 
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ceilng_tile

Student
Jan 13, 2024
166
I doubt anyone will take you up on that offer unless you know people on the black market.

It sounds like you're not close to your family but eventually they will notice you're missing. In that case, it might be easier for them if they know you're dead so they can have closure, rather than worrying about you for weeks or months on end.
 
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VargosMelon

Attempting to Live A Fulfilling Life
Feb 5, 2023
39
I doubt anyone will take you up on that offer unless you know people on the black market.

It sounds like you're not close to your family but eventually they will notice you're missing. In that case, it might be easier for them if they know you're dead so they can have closure, rather than worrying about you for weeks or months on end.
Okay. Thank you, I'll keep that in mind.
 

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