Past attempts

[Smilla]

I spoke to A about it, was told it can affect it but A stated with 2 bottles I am covered.

Would amitriptyline method work? Pretty sure it's not a controlled drug at least here in the UK and you can import 3 months supply worth.

Yes it works. Takes a long time though.

 

[BurningLights]

Would amitriptyline method work? Pretty sure it's not a controlled drug at least here in the UK and you can import 3 months supply worth.

Is that true? Didn't know that about N and the gaba receptors. I don't really wanna go by hanging, I just wanna drift off. If this is a viable method then I would really appreciate more details, where to acquire etc.

 

[BurningLights]

Yes it works. Takes a long time though.

I'm guessing you mean death to occur?

 

[weedoge]

Is that true? Didn't know that about N and the gaba receptors. I don't really wanna go by hanging, I just wanna drift off. If this is a viable method then I would really appreciate more details, where to acquire etc.

Honestly I'm under the impression most drug cocktails work similarly, the death itself may not be the most peaceful thing but the key is to take enough benzos that you won't experience it anyway. Deets are in the ppeh and honestly the only way I know to get drugs is the dark net but that's not really difficult with some research.

 

[weedoge]

I'm guessing you mean death to occur?

Yes amitrip is probably the slowest cocktail, can take like 36 hours or something I think

 

[BurningLights]

Yes amitrip is probably the slowest cocktail, can take like 36 hours or something I think

Okay, thank you for the info, much appreciated.

 

[Rex]

Yes it works. Takes a long time though.

you quoted me but responded to someone else, did you mean to reply to me too or was it a mistake quote?

 

[millefeui]

One thing I'm curious about because I've spent a lot of time analysing myself and my behaviour, decisions etc etc. Do you guys consider which of your attempts were fully thought out and 100% intended to work compared to which were more of a "cry for help" so to speak?

None of my two attempts were cries for help. I only told people about them years after the attempts. I hid myself in my room until the mark left by belt disappeared after my second attempt, and there was really nothing abnormal after the first (a sore throat is such a common occurrence for me, since my health is trash). They were poorly planned attempts, yes, but I never wanted help. Solely because I can't be helped (and believe me, I tried help before, and I tried help after the attempts — It is pointless).

 

[Smilla]

you quoted me but responded to someone else, did you mean to reply to me too or was it a mistake quote?

Sorry, I was responding to the anti depressant OD remark.

 

[Smilla]

I'm guessing you mean death to occur?

Right, according to the PPH it can take a long time.

 

[BurningLights]

Okay, thank you kindly.

 

[deflagrat]

I made a post here about the amitriptyline cocktail https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/amitriptyline-cocktail-method.260/

 

[Dead_Inside]

That's what I thought as well, went to bed fully expecting not to wake up, just happy that soon I would not be here. Alas, still here to suffer another day. Goddamn it.

There should be a sad propranolol club for those of us who can't seem to die using shit that docs kill themselves with all the time ...

 

[I_Am_Trashman]

Klonopin and Trazadone. Didn't take enough obviously because I woke up in a hospital. Psych ward just prolonged this miserable existence.

 

[BurningLights]

There should be a sad propranolol club for those of us who can't seem to die using shit that docs kill themselves with all the time ...

We could bring all our prescriptions along and make one big massive lethal brew....hold on, is this the beginning of a cult?!

 

[Dead_Inside]

We could bring all our prescriptions along and make one big massive lethal brew....hold on, is this the beginning of a cult?!

.... hmmm... nope sounds reasonable. Just some likeminded people working towards a higher goal ... we can be the leaders and show everyone the way ..... oops - there, now it's a cult. Shit.

 

[BurningLights]

.... hmmm... nope sounds reasonable. Just some likeminded people working towards a higher goal ... we can be the leaders and show everyone the way ..... oops - there, now it's a cult. Shit.

If we promote free will, and individual thinking in our daily, mandatory, no excuses get togethers, we should be good right?

 

[Gray Wounds]

slit my wrists. I only lost strength though. perhaps they aren't that deep.
od on benadryl and lost half of my sanity.
tried to drown myself while swimming with my classmates before but failed because someone came over to bug me.

 

[Threads]

I haven't attempted in some time.

I attempted overdosing on prescription medication numerous times in my teenage years.
I attempted to drink myself to death in 2015, but passed out after 15 shots.
I attempted to OD on Heroin in 2015, but my friend beat me to it.

 

[Dead_Inside]

If we promote free will, and individual thinking in our daily, mandatory, no excuses get togethers, we should be good right?

Of course .... I mean how are we going to run the farm if people can't think on their own (with in the prescribed view points of course)? ... 10 acres aren't going to farm themselves...

 

[ultraviolet sin]

Yeah. It all started for me in 2012. Hypernatrimia. It did land me in the psych ward but my doctor had never heard of someone attempting that before.

I've always wanted a surefire method that didn't immediately make the person who found me jump straight to suicide. Because that would hurt my loved ones too much. Although it doesn't hurt me.

Anyone here with past attempts that feels comfortable sharing?

I tried hanging once, didn't work obviously, that was over a year ago, im going for my second attempt in a couple of months but with a different and supposedly better method.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Yeah. It all started for me in 2012. Hypernatrimia. It did land me in the psych ward but my doctor had never heard of someone attempting that before.

I've always wanted a surefire method that didn't immediately make the person who found me jump straight to suicide. Because that would hurt my loved ones too much. Although it doesn't hurt me.

May I ask how you did that ?

 

[ultraviolet sin]

May I ask how you did that ?

Of course, Dead. I know it seems silly, but I drank 5L (maybe more maybe less? It's been a while) of water. It was my only goal that night. I drank until I started throwing up. Then I drank some more. I think if my electrolyte levels were lower than normal when I started I would have succeeded.

The hospital was so concerned my electrical impulses would stop firing I wasn't allowed any water for 24 hours and just a sip with my sodium tablets.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Of course, Dead. I know it seems silly, but I drank 5L (maybe more maybe less? It's been a while) of water. It was my only goal that night. I drank until I started throwing up. Then I drank some more. I think if my electrolyte levels were lower than normal when I started I would have succeeded.

The hospital was so concerned my electrical impulses would stop firing I wasn't allowed any water for 24 hours and just a sip with my sodium tablets.

Wow that is impressive, you most definitely had your mind made up. Thank you for sharing that with me.

 

[ultraviolet sin]

Wow that is impressive, you most definitely had your mind made up. Thank you for sharing that with me.

Yeah, happy to mate. I recall the only thing keeping my will up was seeing my reflection in the mirror, and sincerely feeling no connection to the man who stared back. It was a dark moment for sure.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Yeah, happy to mate. I recall the only thing keeping my will up was seeing my reflection in the mirror, and sincerely feeling no connection to the man who stared back. It was a dark moment for sure.

Felt that same sensation on my attempt ... could have cared less who that was- poor miserable person.

 

[Luke]

I tried with antipsychotics around 2008, it was a serious attempt which almost worked, the problem was it took longer than I expected. Woke in the ICU with a tube in my throat, body full of those sticky round paws hooked up to a beeping machine. I remember being angry that my masterplan failed.

 

[Fenrirsend]

Just lack of resources honestly.

If I had a bunch of h,fent or n it just be a matter of days till I woke up in one of those dark days I can't take the world at all n I'd be done

 

[nuclearsnake]

Two attempts and both of them were rather retarded and half-assed.

I tried to off myself with alcohol overdose which would have worked if my mother hadn't found me. I ended up with a BAC of 0.44 and I remember seeing the famous white light.

Then, years later, I tried yo overdose on pills but that shit didn't work either. I fell asleep smiling on the floor but then I woke up in the hospital talking nonsense.

People say that you're going to be glad to have survived but that is not true at all. I wish I had died back then but oh well, that's what you get for trying to OD.

 

[BurningLights]

Of course .... I mean how are we going to run the farm if people can't think on their own (with in the prescribed view points of course)? ... 10 acres aren't going to farm themselves...

Ahh yes, we can have motivational posters (rules)scattered across our freedom land