Partial hanging today

[Psi350000]

I have my partial hanging setup all ready.

There's a metal bar in my closet, and I tried hanging on it with my full weight and it doesn't budge. So not worried about it falling off at all.

Got some sturdy bedsheets I pulled and yanked on, and the knots aren't getting undone.

I made a simple knot, and jeez with a little bit of weight that thing really closes up quickly!

Before I hang myself, I want to ease my nerves a bit and was wondering if there's anything I could take?

I've got a ton of hard alcohol, come codine from when I was sick, and anti panic attack meds, and some sleeping pills. Any recommmendations on what to take out of these before I go tonight?

 

[Jonnydoeuk]

I have my partial hanging setup all ready.

There's a metal bar in my closet, and I tried hanging on it with my full weight and it doesn't budge. So not worried about it falling off at all.

Got some sturdy bedsheets I pulled and yanked on, and the knots aren't getting undone.

I made a simple knot, and jeez with a little bit of weight that thing really closes up quickly!

Before I hang myself, I want to ease my nerves a bit and was wondering if there's anything I could take?

I've got a ton of hard alcohol, come codine from when I was sick, and anti panic attack meds, and some sleeping pills. Any recommmendations on what to take out of these before I go tonight?

How come tonight bud ?

 

[Psi350000]

How come tonight bud ?

Why wait till tomorrow? But in all seriousness, I'll have time to myself alone, and people wouldn't suspect anything since they'll assume I'm sleeping if I don't respond to their calls or texts.

 

[nuclearsnake]

Alcohol calms me and makes me more suicidal. Everyone's different though.

Good luck, bro. See you on the other side.

 

[Psi350000]

Alcohol calms me and makes me more suicidal. Everyone's different though.

Good luck, bro. See you on the other side.

Thank you!! Yup, see you on the other side!

 

[Jonnydoeuk]

Thank you!! Yup, see you on the other side!

Any nerves?

 

[RoloTomasi]

Alcohol calms me and makes me more suicidal. Everyone's different though.

Good luck, bro. See you on the other side.

Yeah... gonna need that drunken courage when my time comes as well

 

[Psi350000]

Any nerves?

Yes, I would say 50% of it is nerves from being scared of the pain, and 50% of it is nerves from being excited that I can finally end all the pain.

 

[Jonnydoeuk]

How

Why wait till tomorrow? But in all seriousness, I'll have time to myself alone, and people wouldn't suspect anything since they'll assume I'm sleeping if I don't respond to their calls or texts.

old are you

 

[Jonnydoeuk]

Yes, I would say 50% of it is nerves from being scared of the pain, and 50% of it is nerves from being excited that I can finally end all the pain.

What's the pain?

 

[Psi350000]

What's the pain?

I prefer not to go into details about my personal life and what's causing me pain.

I hope you understand.

 

[Jonnydoeuk]

I prefer not to go into details about my personal life and what's causing me pain.

I hope you understand.

Yeh no worries fully understand

 

[Jonnydoeuk]

I prefer not to go into details about my personal life and what's causing me pain.

I hope you understand.

Didn't you want to wait for your N

 

[Psi350000]

Didn't you want to wait for your N

I defineily thought about waiting for it, but it's been over a month now, and since I have another method set up and ready to go, I decided against it.

 

[Jonnydoeuk]

I defineily thought about waiting for it, but it's been over a month now, and since I have another method set up and ready to go, I decided against it.

Have you decided what your going to take before you ctb