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yuihinafan

yuihinafan

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Jul 2, 2026
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Hello everyone!

I am going to share my experiences with PH and tips for anyone who might need it.

My first method that i really wanted to go for initially was SN ingestion, reason being is that i want my corpse to be found as if i am simply asleep so as to not traumatize anyone who will walk in to find me, but it is so damn hard to find a supplier no matter how many clues i stumbled upon here so i decided it wasnt worth it lol.

So then i started experimenting with PH, at first i would use a neck tie with a slipknot to try and find "the sweet spot", which for me was about 2 finger lengths below my adams apple and i think what would be the case for most people but everybody is different! So it is important that you experiment youself.

You will know when you have found your sweet spot when you feel instant pressure build up in your head and your hearing starts to fade, that means you have hit you carotid artery successfully.
I then bought a 10.5mm nylon climbing rope from amazon, which i intend to use for CTB in the near future, and it ended up working even better than the neck tie!

With the slipknot and an anchor hitch on my closet bar i am able to make my vision go black within 8 seconds (i have a muscular neck), which i think is the final indication that you are going to pass out, if i were to stay for 2-3 seconds more i definitely wouldve passed out and successfully CTB. Im definitely envious of how some people are able to make themselves pass out within like 4-5 seconds lol but again everyone is different which is why it is very important that you experiment yourself and browse all the sources you can find.

Feel free to ask me questions if you want, and btw im also new here so thank yall for the warm welcome in advance!
 
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im thinking more about hanging as even tho ik where to get SN im broke as fuck, i experimented a bit with both a belt and a tie thing from a robe, i did everything above my adams apple when testing with the tools and just my hands to try and find the sweet spot, each time felt like i wasnt doing it right and never got close to passing out just kinda fuzzy head pressure but not enough i could hear still it just feels like my PoTS is making me dizzy but more mild. i feel like i remember somewhere on here saying to tie it above the adams apple but i could be wrong and misremembered :p

i wanna use my robe tie as its most comfortable, but would it being thicker/wider maybe make it harder to hit the right spot vs a rope?
 
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im thinking more about hanging as even tho ik where to get SN im broke as fuck, i experimented a bit with both a belt and a tie thing from a robe, i did everything above my adams apple when testing with the tools and just my hands to try and find the sweet spot, each time felt like i wasnt doing it right and never got close to passing out just kinda fuzzy head pressure but not enough i could hear still it just feels like my PoTS is making me dizzy but more mild. i feel like i remember somewhere on here saying to tie it above the adams apple but i could be wrong and misremembered :p

i wanna use my robe tie as its most comfortable, but would it being thicker/wider maybe make it harder to hit the right spot vs a rope?
Im no biologist but to me it sounds like you are hitting your jugular vein instead of your carotid, you can look up diagrams online and your carotid vein is found to be slightly behind the jugular.
Ive tried to do it above my adams apple aswell and people did say that it hit the sweet spot for them but not for me or you.

Try using something that is more thinner than a belt that is able to go through the neck deeper thus compressing the carotid (about 6lbs of force)

i dont know how reliable a robe tie would be as it might be stretchy and that would make things more painful/harder. I wish i could help you more! But a rope is the best imo <3
 
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Im no biologist but to me it sounds like you are hitting your jugular vein instead of your carotid, you can look up diagrams online and your carotid vein is found to be slightly behind the jugular.
Ive tried to do it above my adams apple aswell and people did say that it hit the sweet spot for them but not for me or you.

Try using something that is more thinner than a belt that is able to go through the neck deeper thus compressing the carotid (about 6lbs of force)

i dont know how reliable a robe tie would be as it might be stretchy and that would make things more painful/harder. I wish i could help you more! But a rope is the best imo <3
ahh yeah i was prob going for the wrong spot based off shit i read sleep deprived lol, the robe tie i have haz zero stretch to it it's made of a weird fuzzy fabric lol, the robe isnt much thinner than the belt i tested maybe about an inch wide, i might just test to see if i can hit the sweet spot with that, a rope def would work better it seems but i dont have access to any decent ones. thank you tho <3
 
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