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beachlifeindeath

beachlifeindeath

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Oct 7, 2023
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ive had a previous suicide attempt; so now my family administers prescribed medicine to me. im not allowed to give myself meds but they arent locked away. i plan on cheeking a few trazodone 100mg pills.

on the day of my ctb, ill take the cheeked trazodone and hang myself using a neck tie and the handle of my dresser. ill also probably do a bunch of deep cuts just cuz lol.

how does this plan sound? any recommendations? how many pills should i cheek?
 
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shelterwhereisleep

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May 6, 2024
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I'm curious about this too because I've been thinking about using this method, and I have trazodone.
 
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Sep 8, 2022
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to me trazodone had no effect. I take hydroxyzine and in my opinion, it has much greater effect.

I plan on hanging too, but will use zip ties on wrists/ankles to prevent any backing out.
 

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