RejectedKarma
What was I made for
- Jul 27, 2023
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My CTB ideation came and went in waves and one of the main reasons that kept me hoping and fighting for my life was my son. He is still very young.
The thought of me CBTing and leaving my child behind was terrifying.
But in the past days I've felt completely disconnected from him too. I imagine him moving on and not suffering much since he is only little and he actually associates death with going to the stars...He actually asked me if I'm going to the stars one day and I said I will.
I'm wondering of other people's thoughts and emotions about this, especially parents..
I know it's a delicate topic....
The thought of me CBTing and leaving my child behind was terrifying.
But in the past days I've felt completely disconnected from him too. I imagine him moving on and not suffering much since he is only little and he actually associates death with going to the stars...He actually asked me if I'm going to the stars one day and I said I will.
I'm wondering of other people's thoughts and emotions about this, especially parents..
I know it's a delicate topic....