Paranoid of the butterfly effect

[goodlifesurfaceskim]

The general idea of it, feeling responsible for chain reaction of events leading to catastrophe. Just another thing to worry about I guess. But it's been the thing keeping me from doing literally anything by choice for a while now. Ever since drug induced psychosis I recognized patterns in language when others would communicate with eachother. And attributed things to myself that were completely abstract I dont remember. Anyone have this before? At least now I can sit in general peace as long as I do the same thing everyday which isnt much. No, Im not gonna fucking cause a plane and helicopter to collide midair (something I interpretted as my doing during psychosis while watching the news)

 

[Jealous Blackheart]

I have never once heard a hurricane apologize. I've never seen a tornado flinch. I've never seen a wildfire cry.
It's okay for you to exist.

 

[goodlifesurfaceskim]

I have never once heard a hurricane apologize. I've never seen a tornado flinch. I've never seen a wildfire cry.
It's okay for you to exist.

Thank you.