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jane78flower

jane78flower

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Mar 2, 2025
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Running out of options & time. I know jumping & standing in front of a train is not guaranteed in the slightest. I'm in America where trains have blockers on the front so neck on tracks hoping for decap is also out of the question even tho sadly it's my dream method. Question is, what if I lay on the tracks, parallel to the oncoming train, where it would be hitting my head first? Bc the front would definitely not go over me because there isn't enough clearance. What do you think in terms of risks, success or anything I didn't think of. Also ofc I will make sure no one is there & that the train has no time to stop.
How could you survive this & what injuries could you sustain? I mean how could the head trauma not completely kill you

QUESTION: does anyone know abt putting ur neck on the tracks once it's started moving? I was shown a successful video. Does anyone know of any failures? What could go wrong?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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My father was taking a shortcut down some train tracks, fell, had a seizure. Landed parallel between the tracks. He survived and just had a broken thumb, collapsed lung, and some scrapes.

Lived another few years.
 
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hedezev4

hedezev4

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May 29, 2025
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I also thought about the train method a long time ago, and the idea came to me that I could put my head between the wheels of the train and rest my neck on the railway track once it had already started moving. Though I'd have to do it on the train station.
 
jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
I also thought about the train method a long time ago, and the idea came to me that I could put my head between the wheels of the train and rest my neck on the railway track once it had already started moving. Though I'd have to do it on the train station.
It's not gonna be possible to fit ur head in there yhat fast
 
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hedezev4

hedezev4

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May 29, 2025
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It's not gonna be possible to fit ur head in there yhat fast
Why not? It starts moving slowly, and while it's not super fast yet, it can be done. Even moving very slowly, I'm sure it could decapitate.
 
jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
Why not? It starts moving slowly, and while it's not super fast yet, it can be done. Even moving very slowly, I'm sure it could decapitate.
I think it will just crush u I don't think itll work that slowly. Ive put my head under wheels before when a train was stopped to see what itd be like. Wheels r actually much wider than u think so it's gonna hit ur jaw too, & the wheels don't seem as heavy. Idk I was afraid of doing it I felt like id end upcalive
 
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hedezev4

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May 29, 2025
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I think it will just crush u I don't think itll work that slowly. Ive put my head under wheels before when a train was stopped to see what itd be like. Wheels r actually much wider than u think so it's gonna hit ur jaw too, & the wheels don't seem as heavy. Idk I was afraid of doing it I felt like id end upcalive
I'm ashamed to say this, but I watched videos where some people CTB in order to understand how a certain method works — the ones I was considering for myself. It felt disgusting to me, but to avoid messing up during an attempt, I watched a couple of videos for each method I was thinking about. So, I saw one video where a girl did exactly what I described. One second, and it was over.
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

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Mar 2, 2025
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I'm ashamed to say this, but I watched videos where some people CTB in order to understand how a certain method works — the ones I was considering for myself. It felt disgusting to me, but to avoid messing up during an attempt, I watched a couple of videos for each method I was thinking about. So, I saw one video where a girl did exactly what I described. One second, and it was over.
I did too don't worry. Can u find that video for me? I don't see it working theres so many risks with that, it's going so fast & things could go so wrong trying to get ur head in there.
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I'm not sure why someone hasn't mentioned this yet, but I will inform you that doing it via train is going to result in the guy who has to clean it up, and potentially the conductor too, getting lifelong trauma~ >_<
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

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Mar 2, 2025
168
I'm not sure why someone hasn't mentioned this yet, but I will inform you that doing it via train is going to result in the guy who has to clean it up, and potentially the conductor too, getting lifelong trauma~ >_<
I know about this
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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There's a whole megathread of other methods, train has chance of failure, maybe a twitch moves yourself at the last moment causing injury, maybe si takes over.
Also, what makes you wish death?
 
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zixd

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Feb 8, 2025
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why not choosing nembutal ?
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
There's a whole megathread of other methods, train has chance of failure, maybe a twitch moves yourself at the last moment causing injury, maybe si takes over.
Also, what makes you wish death?
I don't have many options I am familiar w pretty much everything, have my reasons for not doing them :/
why not choosing nembutal ?
Because I don't want to /s

Girl be so for real… you know why
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
2,007
I don't have many options I am familiar w pretty much everything, have my reasons for not doing them :/

Because I don't want to /s
Ah ok, just confirming you knew there were other options
Girl be so for real… you know why
I can guess it is because funds or tolerance for the current conditions are running low ('running out of time' implies that), was wondering if there were any other reasons, tho ofc, u don't have to mention if you don't want to.

Side note, I'm 21M, the PFP was coz I coded a simple drawing tool
why not choosing nembutal ?
oh... I remember the N from D days... years ago when browsing forum without an account yet.
 
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