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BigKnolly

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Aug 17, 2025
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I've needed to off myself for 3 years straight but the only thing stopping me is the pain and risk of failed attempt. Fentanyl seems to have a ridiculously low lethal dose so seems like a good choice. My issue Is I wouldn't know how to get a hold of Fent in the UK. It's hard enough trying to find SN with the esoteric messages around this place. I'm not Dark Web savvy so how can I go about finding access to a painless suicide method?
 
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PanaxMan

Arcanist
Apr 11, 2023
411
Hanging although it's reliability is up to you really
I've needed to off myself for 3 years straight but the only thing stopping me is the pain and risk of failed attempt. Fentanyl seems to have a ridiculously low lethal dose so seems like a good choice. My issue Is I wouldn't know how to get a hold of Fent in the UK. It's hard enough trying to find SN with the esoteric messages around this place. I'm not Dark Web savvy so how can I go about finding access to a painless suicide method?
 
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dai153207

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Apr 4, 2026
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I've needed to off myself for 3 years straight but the only thing stopping me is the pain and risk of failed attempt. Fentanyl seems to have a ridiculously low lethal dose so seems like a good choice. My issue Is I wouldn't know how to get a hold of Fent in the UK. It's hard enough trying to find SN with the esoteric messages around this place. I'm not Dark Web savvy so how can I go about finding access to a painless suicide method?
I would recommend helium (I've known someone who has shipped it from somewhere to the uk)
 
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stiarling

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Jan 10, 2026
37
Would you elaborate
Hanging is accessbile to everyone and its 100% reliable if you do it correctly.

However its not completely painless for the 10-15 seconds required for unconsciousness
 
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danielplainview

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Mar 22, 2026
43
Hanging is accessbile to everyone and its 100% reliable if you do it correctly.

However its not completely painless for the 10-15 seconds required for unconsciousness
10-15 seconds is quite a short period of time.

Can you help me more with hanging please?
 
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swan7o7

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Apr 15, 2026
24
10-15 seconds is quite a short period of time.

Can you help me more with hanging please?
I don't think the struggle and panic in your final moments is worth it, when guns are so prevalent, just take the time to make sure.
 
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danielplainview

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Mar 22, 2026
43
I don't think the struggle and panic in your final moments is worth it, when guns are so prevalent, just take the time to make sure.
Unfortunately I can't access guns in my country.
 

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