Painless ideas/suggestions

[Dosentmatter903]

When I first started thinking/planning the way i would ctb my first idea was messy to say the least...after looking into it I decided to try a poison method...then I realized sn or cyanide was more difficult to get than i thought. Although not impossible I thought u would be able to get either with no complications...so now that Im not sure I can source either I'm open to ideas...preferably something painless, has to be something quick, and of course items have to be easy to get/order.i live in a very VERY very rural area in alaska..got an ideas?

 

[miserabletires9]

Is CCS still selling SN? They deliver to US without any problems. If Alaska is a problem, you can always ship to Seattle and get your stuff after you get off a ship cruise

 

[Dosentmatter903]

Is CCS still selling SN? They deliver to US without any problems. If Alaska is a problem, you can always ship to Seattle and get your stuff after you get off a ship cruise

Tbh I haven't done much research on ccs because every thread I read prior said it was no longer available. And I don't think getting it sent to alaska it's just a haven't came across a reliable source. I'm trying to avoid having to order from 4 or 5 diffrent sites just to see wich one comes through.

 

[miserabletires9]

try CCS. I ordered from it recently, like 2, 3 weeks ago?

 

[unnormal9]

Is CCS still selling SN?

No.

 

[miserabletires9]

No.

what?! I did like 2, 3 weeks ago. I know a member on this board who most likely CTB'ed? got his SN from CCS around the same time as I did

 

[unnormal9]

what?! I did like 2, 3 weeks ago. I know a member on this board who most likely CTB'ed? got his SN from CCS around the same time as I did

That was then, this is now.

 

[FuneralCry]

A quick, reliable, painless and easily accessible method is something that of course would be far too good to be true in this cruel world. We do exist in such an anti suicide society after all where suicide is purposely made as difficult as possible for us, but there is information about suicide methods in the suicide resource compilation, however to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible, or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with. It's just the unfortunate reality of being trapped here.