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stupidguy

Member
Apr 22, 2026
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As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and share anything you want if you wish. No pressure.
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and
 
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sickofeverything

Student
Apr 17, 2026
180
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and share anything you want if you wish. No pressure.
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and
I tried searching it and I only found articles about suspected suicide's but they all went to the hospital and got charcoal and survived. Nothing about how many pills needed to overdose or anything, I'm trying to find out more because they say overdosing is risky as a method because it may make you sick and have you survive so I'm trying to find out for sure how many I would need to take and if I do take the right amount the process of what happens with times. You make it sound like a quick painless pass out but idk about vomiting, etc
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,115
No, I'd be long gone if I could just painlessly free myself from the torture of this terrible, cruel existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep, there truly is so much terrible extreme cruelty how we exist in this reality where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what. Denying option of a death like never waking again is such a terrible crime to me, it's just so horrible how we exist in this anti-suicide world where humans aren't allowed to just cease existing painlessly and never suffer again.
 

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