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sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Aug 23, 2021
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A friend has sold me several hundred oxycodone and tramadol tablets. He said taking them with alcohol will make them even more lethal.
Im so happy I finally have the means to leave this horrible planet behind.
I have had several failed overdoses recently, taking paracetamol, aspirin and ibuprofen separately in different overdoses but the only one that came close was the aspirin.
I took almost 500 pills and spent a week in hospital.
Everyone is constantly checking up on me as im a very high suicide risk, so it's going to be hard to take them and not be found etc.
Looking online drinking loads of alcohol, 30 units etc will make it virtually impossible for doctors to reverse the effects, obviously if I'm found before I stop breathing.
 
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A friend has sold me several hundred oxycodone and tramadol tablets. He said taking them with alcohol will make them even more lethal.
Im so happy I finally have the means to leave this horrible planet behind.
I have had several failed overdoses recently, taking paracetamol, aspirin and ibuprofen separately in different overdoses but the only one that came close was the aspirin.
I took almost 500 pills and spent a week in hospital.
Everyone is constantly checking up on me as im a very high suicide risk, so it's going to be hard to take them and not be found etc.
Looking online drinking loads of alcohol, 30 units etc will make it virtually impossible for doctors to reverse the effects, obviously if I'm found before I stop breathing.
I'm also killing myself but with inert gas, I have a 400 cubic ft N2 nitrogen 99.999% pure gas tank ready and an exit bag and hose ready, I just have to wait for the perfect time because I don't live alone.
 
karakoltriste

karakoltriste

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How much oxycodone do you plan to take?
 
Romanticize

Romanticize

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Aug 22, 2024
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Oxy with alcohol is very lethal when you take a really high dose. Not even comparable to paracetamol&aspirin&ibu (and opioid OD is peaceful and not painful as well).
If you want to potentiate it, take benzos as well. Benzos synergize with opioids even better than alcohol.
I suppose you won't be injecting -> remember to crush the tablets into fine powder, and mix with water until everything dissolves. Then you drink the water all at once. This way absorbtion is quicker and its more effective (fasting and meto are advised too but not as crucial as with SN)
 
sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Aug 23, 2021
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How much oxycodone do you plan to take?
50 tablets, I'm on mirtazapine 45mg, so taking tramadol will give me a severe reaction.
Oxy with alcohol is very lethal when you take a really high dose. Not even comparable to paracetamol&aspirin&ibu (and opioid OD is peaceful and not painful as well).
If you want to potentiate it, take benzos as well. Benzos synergize with opioids even better than alcohol.
I suppose you won't be injecting -> remember to crush the tablets into fine powder, and mix with water until everything dissolves. Then you drink the water all at once. This way absorbtion is quicker and its more effective (fasting and meto are advised too but not as crucial as with SN)
I thought about crushing them and mixing them with the slow release tramadol powder inside the capsules before mixing it in water before giving myself an enema with the solution. It will be instant lights out.
 
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quietwoods

quietwoods

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May 21, 2025
507
Skip the tramadol, it's not much help as an opiate and is a SNRI, which will just cause serotonin syndrome. Not fatal.
 
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