I've been in and out of a mental institutions. Last year really messed up my trajectory. But before then, I wanted to ctb. I see this as me speeding up natural selection. I don't get along with anyone I'm ever around, and I know I'm the problem. Over the years, I've been looking for peaceful ways like overdosing, but I got scammed. There is an interstate near where I'm staying. I walked there this morning but didn't dare to jump and kept thinking about the accident I could've caused.
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Slimprofessional010
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Committing by jumping isn't a full proof method. I've seen someone who tried and ended up paralyzed and even more depressed then when the person tried. Don't do it. Then you might not be able to do anything at all.Okay, I have heard such stories. I appreciate you all responding, and I'll keep searching.Similar threads
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