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DYLLPYCKLE

DYLLPYCKLE

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Jan 6, 2026
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I seriously don't know anymore. Any method I think of I can't do for one reason or another

• Sodium nitrate: really hard to obtain online unless you are a hospital
• Sodium azide: same problem
• potassium nitrite: same problem
• Carbon monoxide: I can't drive or spend $1,000 on a generator
• Hanging: I'm 104 lb so I don't think my weight would be enough
• Overdose: I've read on here that it has a very low success rate

I feel like I'm out of methods at this point anytime I think of one I think of why I can't do it
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I mean you don't really need a generator for CO

Interesting thought on weight for fsh. Idk the answer but some videos the person looks very thin or small.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,424
Why do you need a CO generator when charcoal does the same thing for considerably less money?
 
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MaxStirner

MaxStirner

My life is my property.
Jan 27, 2026
18
You can always try benzocaine. As I understand it, a lot of people on this forum are troubleshooting that method into a viable one.
I seriously don't know anymore. Any method I think of I can't do for one reason or another

• Sodium nitrate: really hard to obtain online unless you are a hospital
• Sodium azide: same problem
• potassium nitrite: same problem
• Carbon monoxide: I can't drive or spend $1,000 on a generator
• Hanging: I'm 104 lb so I don't think my weight would be enough
• Overdose: I've read on here that it has a very low success rate

I feel like I'm out of methods at this point anytime I think of one I think of why I can't do it
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
399
I actually think low weight could help FSH because it is easier to compress the carotids in a thin neck. Overweight people will struggle more to achieve this. However if being underweight was ever a concern, one could always wear a weighted vest or a coat with small weights in the pockets.
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
290
Don't do it rainbow dash
 
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DYLLPYCKLE

DYLLPYCKLE

Member
Jan 6, 2026
14
I mean you don't really need a generator for CO

Interesting thought on weight for fsh. Idk the answer but some videos the person looks very thin or small.
Yeah with FSH I know that weight is pretty important
From what I heard for PH it's obviously not very important but the problem is isn't PH more painful?
 
Cyc

Cyc

It's my fight and I choose to surrender.
Jan 22, 2026
148
I actually think low weight could help FSH because it is easier to compress the carotids in a thin neck. Overweight people will struggle more to achieve this. However if being underweight was ever a concern, one could always wear a weighted vest or a coat with small weights in the pockets.
Also a towel around your neck could help minimise any pain
 
DYLLPYCKLE

DYLLPYCKLE

Member
Jan 6, 2026
14
I actually think low weight could help FSH because it is easier to compress the carotids in a thin neck. Overweight people will struggle more to achieve this. However if being underweight was ever a concern, one could always wear a weighted vest or a coat with small weights in the pockets.
Oh yeah that makes sense but I feel like I'm also too dumb to do that because you have to account for weight, a strong robe, a specific type of area to tie the rope to and I'm not smart enough to consider all of these
Also a towel around your neck could help minimise any pain
That's something to think about
You can always try benzocaine. As I understand it, a lot of people on this forum are troubleshooting that method into a viable one.
Oh that's interesting I'll have to look into that thank you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,079
I understand, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this dreadful, torturous existence without the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer again, I always see so much cruelty in how the option of peaceful, guaranteed death is denied for me, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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I_go_in

Member
Nov 5, 2024
41
I seriously don't know anymore. Any method I think of I can't do for one reason or another

• Sodium nitrate: really hard to obtain online unless you are a hospital
• Sodium azide: same problem
• potassium nitrite: same problem
• Carbon monoxide: I can't drive or spend $1,000 on a generator
• Hanging: I'm 104 lb so I don't think my weight would be enough
• Overdose: I've read on here that it has a very low success rate

I feel like I'm out of methods at this point anytime I think of one I think of why I can't do it
104 lbs is enough. SN you can buy online right now. But yeah don't overdose unless you somehow have access to seriously strong opioids/benzos and have no tolerance. Trying to OD on OTC medication is asking for suffering for you and your loved ones when they see you in a hospital bed.
I actually think low weight could help FSH because it is easier to compress the carotids in a thin neck. Overweight people will struggle more to achieve this. However if being underweight was ever a concern, one could always wear a weighted vest or a coat with small weights in the pockets.
Adult human beings will 99.999999% of the time create enough force to close their carotid artery in their neck from body weight alone. You'd have to have some insane genetic disorder like a freak show stereotype to not have enough.
 

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