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Mary Janex

Mary Janex

Probably dissociated
Apr 2, 2025
67
Hey guys,
Can anyone help me, to find a method for ctb when you don't have the option of SN, or opioids. I don't have a lot of money and unfortunately I can't get SN in my country, otherwise that would definitely be the method I would use. Is there any other way, like suffocating yourself somehow or something like that. I just want to finally find peace and leave this horrible world.
Thanks for reading <3
 
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gothbird

gothbird

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Mar 16, 2025
494
All the information is on the forum. Filter by views or replies, whichever you prefer—that usually brings up the most vetted and discussed methods.

That said, most of what you're asking about—non-SN, non-opioid, low-cost—is already well-covered in megathreads. You'll find discussions on various forms of inert gas methods, certain otc substances, and physical approaches like partial or full suspension. Each comes with its own risks, failure points, and preparation requirements, so don't skim.

What I'll say bluntly is this: do not act on vague suggestions or one-off anecdotes. If you're serious about going, treat it with the same level of focus and planning you would give any high risk operation. Anything else risks survival and trauma.

And finally—if you're not sure yet, or you're here because things just feel unbearable right now, that's also valid. Just reading doesn't mean committing. Some people spend years gathering information and never follow through. Others decide in days. There's no right pace.

Stay safe, whatever direction you're moving in.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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There's the Suicide Resource Compilation:

 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,966
I hope you find the peace you search for, I also just wish to be free from this cruel, torturous existence, I wish there's the option to just fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again.
 
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