Story Ordered SN

[UnnervedCompany]

I ordered the SN. I am kind of scared right now but there is no option out there for me except to CTB. I have nothing left and I am tired of this world. My siblings know I have bought SN and I have been planning for a while but they don't seem to care. I am sorry for my mom who is completely in the dark as well as my friends. My dad is one of the primary reasons of why it feels like I have no other options. Hopefully it works.


Update: I called my mom and dad and told them I don't want to die yet. My mom hanged up the phone on my face and my dad told me what I'm doing is wrong and I should just go to my lectures. Well now Im convinced cause my mom was the only one who could've stopped me but she didn't seem to care.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also feel really tired of suffering, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I hope you find the strength to find a community who scares about your departure than your sister's reaction towards your leave. First of all, this is a big decision, and I'm happy if you bought this to find some stability. I know how it must be, and I'm so proud of you for even doing what makes you feel at peace. I'm waiting on mine and know so many sisters and brothers who are so hurt inside, and my method is SN... I truly want peace, too. I hope you get the peace you are searching for when it comes No one deserves this

 

[mango000]

i'm so sorry that life has brought you to this state. no one deserves this kind of pain, i hope you can find what youre looking for