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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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It feels surreal to finally say it . I have moments of just pure fear and panic and others of acceptance.
I've gone over and over rewriting and editing my suicide note. Numb that I'm leaving people I care about behind.

Is it selfish to say that I hope for the possibility that someone I care about follows in my footsteps?
 
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FuneralCry

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I wish you the best.
 
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