mazzy
Evil cannot be undone
- Jun 30, 2023
- 24
So I'm thinking fentanyl would be a good way to go, I can get my hands on some easily since I am kind of a druggie. I know that 2mgs can cause an overdose but I don't want to low ball it, so I'm thinking around 7mgs to make sure the job gets done (honestly depends on how much my dealer will sell me) Hopefully it won't be to expensive from my dealer but in the long run it won't matter since I'll be gone.
I've done other drugs but nothing like fentanyl before so I'm not sure what to expect. So any advice on how to handle the high would be great lol
When I actually get it, I'll start more detailed planning. So far I'm planning on waiting until its late (around 3am), getting in my car, driving out to a nearby dirt road and getting to the edge of town then parking somewhere. I do not want to to traumatize my poor roommates or have them trying to save me. We don't have narcan in the house but it best to avoid ctb-ing in our home. I'll also have to leave my phone at home since my roommates have my location on. I'm planning on crushing the pills up and dissolving them in water then chugging it as fast as I can. I'll lay in the backseat of my car and hopefully it'll all go to plan.
Worse case scenario (beside getting caught by someone) would be if the fentanyl didn't do what I want it to. I just know a few junkies who take much more then 2mgs and don't overdose. They just get really really fucking high. My tolerance for drugs is already pretty high too, when I do harder drugs with people I have to take a little more for it to hit me like it does for them. I would just hate to attempt ctb and end up waking up in the back of my car with less braincells and feeling like shit. But to be fair I don't know how it will effect me because I've never done it. People say it's easy to OD on but I just have shitty luck so I'm concerned about that.
So any advice like how much fentanyl I should take, or if fentanyl is even a good ctb method would be helpful.
I've done other drugs but nothing like fentanyl before so I'm not sure what to expect. So any advice on how to handle the high would be great lol
When I actually get it, I'll start more detailed planning. So far I'm planning on waiting until its late (around 3am), getting in my car, driving out to a nearby dirt road and getting to the edge of town then parking somewhere. I do not want to to traumatize my poor roommates or have them trying to save me. We don't have narcan in the house but it best to avoid ctb-ing in our home. I'll also have to leave my phone at home since my roommates have my location on. I'm planning on crushing the pills up and dissolving them in water then chugging it as fast as I can. I'll lay in the backseat of my car and hopefully it'll all go to plan.
Worse case scenario (beside getting caught by someone) would be if the fentanyl didn't do what I want it to. I just know a few junkies who take much more then 2mgs and don't overdose. They just get really really fucking high. My tolerance for drugs is already pretty high too, when I do harder drugs with people I have to take a little more for it to hit me like it does for them. I would just hate to attempt ctb and end up waking up in the back of my car with less braincells and feeling like shit. But to be fair I don't know how it will effect me because I've never done it. People say it's easy to OD on but I just have shitty luck so I'm concerned about that.
So any advice like how much fentanyl I should take, or if fentanyl is even a good ctb method would be helpful.