Venting waiting for a package to ctb sucks sm

[hiitsme]

basically, i plan on oding on spirochlorine, a rc stronger than fentanyl. but i just hope that i don't convince myself about it after waiting like 2-3 weeks. it's like a temporary feeling sometimes but like a permanent temporary feeling. idk lol i'm high, but im always depressed and lonely and ugly so ya

 

[StupidCat]

Maybe wait for another 3 weeks and don't get high that often, it disturbs your judgement.

 

[hiitsme]

Maybe wait for another 3 weeks and don't get high that often, it disturbs your judgement.

yeah it sucks bc it's partly benzos so i can't stop without like risks of seizures and rly bad withdrawals. but ive wanted to since i was like a kid anyways