Venting Only the eternity of death can bring peace.

[FuneralCry]

I very strongly believe death to be nothing more than an dreamless, eternal sleep which is all that's ideal to me, only death can bring peace from this cruel and futile existence. I see so much beauty in the thought of all being forgotten about in death, I find it beautiful how death erases and prevents suffering, in fact to me the only beauty lies in this existence permanently ending as no matter what existence itself will always be the true problem.

I'd prefer to die no matter what as existence is an abomination, it's a horrific tragedy how life even exists at all, I see death as better than suffering in this meaningless, hellish and pointless existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.

Existence just causes unnecessary torment, harm and problems there was never a need for which is why it's comforting to think of not-existing for all eternity. Only ceasing to exist can bring peace especially as existence is so undesirable in every possible way, only this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness is ideal but of course the only true perfection lies in never existing at all. To have the option to peacefully cease existing in a guaranteed way really would be so incredibly relieving, I see suicide as suffering prevention, to me ceasing to exist could only ever be something positive as there are no disadvantages to not existing for all eternity.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Same thing applies to me. As long as I'm alive, I'll continue to suffer. My pain only ends when I'm dead and I always loved the idea of the cessation of experience. I hope that you find peace soon and that you get saved from pointless and cruel decades of suffering