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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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one of my only pleasures is taken away from me.

My blood sugar is a little high 1.10 and I have to cut out all pastries from now on. eating sugar is the only pleasure I had left...
 
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Roadrunner

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I felt the same way about losing pasta and bread. To my amazement I got used to it fairly quickly.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,611
It's snack time...and I don't have to eat anything... food helped me more than medications which no longer do anything
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I felt the same way about losing pasta and bread. To my amazement I got used to it fairly quickly.
Why? hight blood sugar?
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,611
I feel physically ill. I miss sugar, I'm frustrated, I'm tired, I lack energy, I feel physically unwell. sport doesn't help.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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There may be an actual treatment for diabetes in the next few years that doesn't require insulin and strict dietary changes. Nonetheless, it really blows when your health forces you to give up some of the small pleasures like food that we previously got to enjoy without restrictions. Hopefully your blood sugar will stabilise to the point where you can have some treats again soon.

 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Today little less frustrated😊😊🙏
 

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